]]*so NOBODY

2009-03-26T00:18:00.002+08:00

haha, i guess nobody would have guessed that im going to blog forever! im surprised to find myself having the motivation to write this post too.
first, term exams are over. hi5 to all. stress gone. now i can sleep peacefully, undisturbed by anxiety and confusion.
second, im taking my ballet exam real real real soon! and im so excited! in the good way :D MAN, I LOVE DANCING!
third, im going to meet up with nh girls on sunday night for dinner! i miss them soooo much. and going out makes me feel that i have a life! Yeah! :D

how i wish happiness can be forever.
good luck to those having competitions/ seasons/ syf.
and the exam results(though i have a bad feeling abt mine.)
but who cares, it's over. i cant do anything about! think about the future~ physics spa that's 2 days away from now. =S

2009-03-20T16:31:00.000+08:00

Your fairy is called Fire Rainbowtree

She is a fortune bringer.

She lives where fireflies mate and breed.

She is only seen when the first leaves fall from the trees.

Her dresses glow with fiery colours. She has multicoloured wings like a butterfly.

2008-12-01T22:27:00.002+08:00

I AM SOOOOOOOO ADDICTED TO ONLINE SHOPPING!

the good news is, i have good self-control. :)

HOOOOOORAYYYYYYYY! IM LEAVING FOR LONDON IN DAYS!
EXCITED! HEEHEE

2008-11-15T00:46:00.004+08:00

HAHAHA
holidays spell F-A-B-U-L-O-U-S! :D

im damn relieved after pw oral presentation. it was great, i think. and thanks for everyone's support, especially my group mates. hee.

so during the last few weeks i didnt feel like blogging because i made myself busy with activities!
basically my post-pw days was like
TW DRAMA
AND MORE
DRAMA SERIALS
AND
SHOPPING
AND
WORKING...

i dont care whether its online shopping or really going out to shop! both are just as fun mannnn.. and im so tempted to buy everything that i like after resisting the feeling for sooo long. but, fortunately, as i had inherited my mum's thrift genes, im still able to control my appetite for new stuff.
HOWEVER, i've got a deadly tendency to fall in love with higher-end fashion :(.. the stuff which are more expensive. though they are still affordable, i cldnt get all of them so that brings disappointment(but it usually happens). haha. whatever! i still want to make a wishlist!
I hope there are nice people who can get me something i like for christmas/ newyear etc! teeheehee
so there goes....(oh, and it has to be in pretty pink words ;p )

MY VERY HAPPY x 100 WISHLIST!
1. nice and special bucket bag
2. cute strappy sandals
3. david and goliath sushi tote :)
4. forever21 melanie canvas tote
(p.sp.s/ it's now on sale on f21 webby! :S)
5. raulph lauren pink pony canvas tote
6. zara green plaid shirt
7. levi's jeans
8. grey jeans
9. david and goliath tees
10. mineral powder
11. crystals to bling my dull grey phone!

LOLOLOL. these are what i can think of for now, i will update again soon. HAHAHA
sometimes, i feel like marrying a rich guy and buy lots of stuff. LOL. well, that's imagination of course. but i sometimes think that these thoughts are brought upon because i've been watching imgainative and unrealistic taiwan dramas whereby cinderella exists. LOL.

2008-10-20T20:51:00.003+08:00

IT TURNED OUT TO BE BAD.
It wasn't supposed to be. Why did it happen? I totally don't deserve it.
But it's my fault. I suckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

Today Mrs Tan told us about setbacks. She said that sometimes God makes such things happen in exchange of something better. Im not a christian but her words make me think. I wont want it to happen, not at all. I cannot accept the truth. What good am i going to get? I cant think of anything good now. This is not anything ordinary that I am going to take.

WHY? :'(
I realised i cant be perfect in anything, but this is just a fine line which marks everything. and i wanted so much to cross the line.

i wanna cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

in the darkness
my cries overwhelms the silence
but nobody hears

they say, "it's nothing bad"
but it isnt.

2008-10-20T18:15:00.001+08:00

I WANT GOOD NEWS
PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2008-10-16T23:30:00.001+08:00

i wanna add some bling to my new phone,
but duno how!
>,<

good luck for my results tml.

2008-10-15T23:47:00.006+08:00

WHEN I COULD OWN ALL THE SMILES IN THE WORLD

2008-10-10T22:32:00.002+08:00

CHEERS TO THE LAUNCH OF JAY'S NEW ALBUM- CAPRICORN! :)

2008-10-09T23:20:00.002+08:00

POST-PROMO POST

AC open house '08
with Evonne and Fang Hui at the gardening booth!

<33 cousins

NDP CHEER CLIQUE!

woots, im using purple font for today. lol, gay :)

AC had a Baccalaureate service for the J2s today. It was quite emo as they played the emo christian songs, the emo slide shows and the inspiration and again, emo speech. after the service people in the gallery released the balloons(which was part of the hall decoration) and everyone in the hall got excited, kept flapping the balloons around. It was so much fun for the J2s, i guess. Anyway, how many days in a college are you allowed to throw balloons everywhere? Then people got so happy they start to fold paper aeroplanes and threw them around too. LOL. J1s around my side were influenced by childishness, especially yuhui and clement.

then i skipped the AC games. :S

met hazel along my way and took pictures. aww, it's all the valuable memories for the J2s. can you imagine? very soon, as quick as how this year passed, im going to graduate too. AND THAT COULD BE THE HAPPIEST THING THAT CLD HAPPEN TO ME IN COLLEGE. at least it's what i think for now.

2008-10-02T22:38:00.001+08:00

when it's all screwed up;
when you feel like a complete

2008-09-25T18:40:00.003+08:00

KARMA BY SIGN.
(taken from msn-astrology)

Cancer:
(June 21 - July 21)
You love your home, and there isn't a place on Earth you'd rather be. Your family is top priority and, as a result, you're very deeply loved. But you weren't always this way. There were lifetimes in which you cared about nothing but business. Whether you were a king, a merchant, or a simple farmer, you probably knew your associates better than you knew your family. This lifetime should balance the scales.

haha. they're rather accurate about the first point. i do love home. study at home, eat at home, watch tv at home. there's no place warmer and more comfortable than home. :D

check out yours too?

Leo:
(July 22 - August 22)
Are you often teased because of your big ego? It's OK! You're meant to acknowledge your own magnificence now, because previous personalities were too busy taking care of the poor and downtrodden. You treated each and every one as if they were part of your own family. Now it's your turn. The secret is to be quietly aware of your strength without coming off as a braggart.

Virgo:
(August 23 - September 22)
Priest, priestess, monk, nun, healer – you've been them all, dedicated to the spiritual life, retiring from the world, though willing to help others in their time of need. In this life, you may have found yourself cast into the world of mundane commerce. You're responsible for administration, management, personnel, and such. You may still long for the cloister, but learn this lesson first.

Libra:
(September 23 - October 22)
Society – and its expectations of you – tends to be very important to you. Your manners are impeccable, you feel most comfortable when you behave in a way that others consider acceptable. In past lives, you didn't. Previous personalities may have been egotistical, arrogant, and somewhat selfish. Therefore, it's your job in this life to behave yourself and to be very nice to everyone.

Scorpio:
(October 23 - November 21)
Do your friends think of you as secretive? Chances are, this is true. You never reveal anything about yourself or anything if there's any way you can avoid it. In long-ago lifetimes, however, you may not have been that way. You probably had very few secrets, sometimes bordering on giving too much information. The lesson to be learned here is to find a balance between the two.

Sagittarius:
(November 22 - December 20)
You enjoy a good time, but often your idea of fun is different from that of your friends. There are times when you'll pass on a good party to attend a lecture on a highly intellectual subject that would bore most people. You probably came to terms with frivolity in lifetimes in which you learned most of what you knew from observing life. You do that still, but you prefer intellectual puzzles.

Capricorn:
(December 21 - January 18)
In spite of the fact that you're a very career-oriented person, there are times when you long to spend all your time at home. This results from previous lives in which your home was your entire world. In this life, you're meant to be successful in the world outside your home – and probably, you are. But don't forget to channel energy into your home as well. Remember, the keyword is balance.

Aquarius:
(January 19 - February 17)
Do your eyes well up with tears when you hear about victims of war or famine, people whom you'll never know, but still feel a connection with? In prior incarnations, you never even thought about these people. Your family and friends were all that you cared about. Now, in this incarnation, you're meant to look beyond your immediate circle and realize that we're all one family. Think about it!

Pisces:
(February 18 - March 19)
As a native of the twelfth sign of the Zodiac, your previous lifetimes have covered almost all the lessons outlined above. The main one for you, however, is embracing spiritual practices and expressing your feelings about life through art. In past lives, you were very practical and down to earth, perhaps too much so. In the present lifetime, you're meant to look above and beyond it all.

Aries:
(March 20 - April 19)
In previous lifetimes, you always did the proper thing. You ate, dressed, worked, and lived just the way everyone else did. Conforming made you feel comfortable and accepted, yet at times you went too far, going against your principles because others believed differently. Now you're meant to stand up and be counted. Your point of view, your chosen way of life, is just as valid as anyone else's.

Taurus:
(April 20 - May 20)
You love nice things, but often you deprive yourself of them, even when you can afford it. After all, do you really need to buy that bestseller when you can get it at the library? In several lifetimes, you were, frankly, a miser. You lived like a pauper when you had plenty of money. Now, you need to accept that it's all right to enjoy nice things. They are part of the gifts of the Earth.

Gemini:
(May 21 - June 20)
The simple things in life fascinate you: clouds, flowers, ripples on the creek. You could walk or sit for hours, observing whatever you encounter. Throughout many incarnations, you were a scholar, caught up in higher knowledge: law, philosophy, theology, science. You rarely took the time to notice the simple things – and the profound truths they represent. In this life, you're meant to notice them. Keep it up!

2008-09-25T00:07:00.001+08:00

7THINGS.
nice song :D

Miley Cyrus - 7 Things

2008-09-17T22:38:00.001+08:00

MOTIVATION

ALL THE BEST FOR EXAMS EVERYONE!

2008-09-14T23:53:00.003+08:00

my group spent a freaking $74 on printing the pw stuff.
omgxsjdvkwrvsefsd i feel like killing myself.
btw, i didnt proposed the idea(neither cld i reject?)
is it really necessary to present high-quality printing? anyway that would not guarentee us the results!???
i wonder if we are trying to hard.

why are people going crazy over this loser-pw thing

2008-09-02T13:16:00.001+08:00

the lovables :D

a smile can go a long way

2008-08-26T21:30:00.002+08:00

i think my blog needs a revamp or wad. something fresh would keep me motivated to blog and mayb to also spend more time on my studies than slacking the whole day. LOL. im counting down to the school holidays. :D i cant wait!!!

of all my grievances, i feel most terrible about the farewell party for blim. sigh, i know she's flying for the better, but i think she's the greatest teacher i'd ever had and i hope i wont lost contact with her. aww. sadded.

another thing: i should really MUG.
i repeat, MUG.
my results are terrible.
may i repeat, TERRIBLE.
sighhhhhh

ok bye people. hope to see those whom i'd not seen for a long tmie back in nanhua on fri :D

2008-08-18T22:07:00.000+08:00

Everyday

Once in a lifetime
Means there’s no second chance
So I believe that you and me
Should grab it while we can

Make it last for ever
And never give it back
It’s our turn, and I’m loving, where we’re at
Because this moment’s really all we have

Everyday
Of our lives
Wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight
Gonna run
While we´re young
And keep the faith
Everyday
From right now
Gonna use our voices and scream out loud
Take my hand
Together we will celebrate, celebrate
Oh, everyday

They say that you should follow
And chase down what you dream
But if you get lost and lose yourself
What does it really mean?

Ohh, no matter where we´re going
It starts from where we are
There´s more to life when we listen to your hearts
And because of you, i´ve got the strength to start
Yeah yeah yeah

Everyday
Of our lives
Wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight
Gonna run
While we´re young
And keep the faith
Everyday
From right now
Gonna use our voices and scream out loud
Take my hand
Together we will celebrate, celebrate
Oh, everyday

We’re taking it back
We’re doing it here together

It’s better like that
And stronger now
Than ever!

We’re not gonna lose
Cause we get to choose
That’s how its gonna be

Everyday
Of our lives
Wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight
Gonna run
While we´re young
And keep the faith
keep the faith

Everyday
Of our lives
Wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight
Gonna run
While we´re young
And keep the faith
Everyday
From right now
Gonna use our voices and scream out loud
Take my hand
Together we will celebrate, celebrate
Oh, everyday

Everyday everyday everyday everyday

2008-08-08T23:56:00.000+08:00

TODAY'S DATE IS SO COOL.
080808! :D

2008-08-06T22:20:00.005+08:00

SO SICK OF THE CLASS DYNAMICS.
some people make you feel dumb. or are the ideas really stupid? is it wrong to be stupid anyway? why cant everybody embrace stupidity then?

sigh.

(this is nothing related to the above.)
i always have a very sucky feeling that i've let many people down, including myself. there are so many choices and every decision that's made, someone will be disappointed. there is no win-win situation which i always want to achieve. maybe the problem is that i cannot make wise and correct decisions? i find it so hard to keep promises and please everyone. this always results me in reflecting myself and finding where i have gone wrong. i find it hard to but the blame on others, because nobody will understand. so, ultimately, i'll think its my fault.

then in the end, i may choose not to care. but on other days when i have random thoughts, all these yucky emotions-provoking stuff pops out in my mind again.

life kind of sucks

sometimes, when i think too much.

2008-08-01T21:21:00.002+08:00

AC IS SOOOOOOOOO CHEAPSKATE! =(
WHILE EVERYONE IS CELEBRATING AND HAVING HALF DAY AND GOING BACK TO SECONDARY SCHS, WE WILL BE IN SCHOOL STUDYING. COS AC IS CELEBRATING ON WED. BY DEFAULT WED IS THE SHORTEST DAY OF THE WEEK TO MAKE TIME FOR CCA. WHY DO THE MANAGEMENT STAFF MAKE SUCH STUPID ARRANGEMENTS?! im so pissed. now i cant go back to nanhua to visit my beloved juniors and teachers and most importantly, THE CANTEEN FOOD!.
awwwww >.< sianned X1000000000000.
now i feel like ponning school on next friday. haha. you know my attendance for the term so far wasnt too bad leh, 95/99 :D only skipped for 4 days. LOL, k that wasnt good. =x

i want to say that project work is a very very very very annoying subject; practically wasting our time which could be otherwise used to study.
ok, some of you may say that time is managed by ourselves. yes, that is correct. but the more correct truth is time for the overwhelming load of work is eating into time for other impt stuff. scary and crazy people sacrifice their sleep to mug. and that, apparently is the most effective way of producing the As and Bs. HOW DO SOME PEOPLE DO THAT?! omg, i really duno wad to say. how can some people survive with only 1hr of sleep everyday?! jc life is damn shitttttttttyyyyyyy to theeee maxxxxxxxxxx. sigh, now though i have adequate sleep everyday, i still feel lethargic in school.

IM VERY WRONG (in whichever way you interpret it)
GRRRR

2008-07-29T21:00:00.002+08:00

August is coming so soon. YUP. National Day! remember to watch the cheerleading performance! haha. the rehearsals get more fun each time because we were more familiarised with the steps. but... i hate having to idle around the stuffy flyer rooftop(esp when the old chang kee and milo bus werent there=x) ohya, do remember to watch the fireworks too. :D nice boom boom booms. whahaha

i cut my hair short again! it was a quick decision. i dont wanna tie up my hair. LOL. but now i look terribly toot. aww, who cares? heehee. now i dont have to worry how to pin my fringe or wadever.

physics was boooooo. i super admire my AJ friends who apparently had cultivated the love for studying. I WISH I CAN LOVE MY NOTES LIKE I LOVE HELLO PANDA. omggggg... they make me feel like im so slack and that im going to fail my Alvls!(esp when my terms results were "can3 bu4 ren2 du3")
ARGHKFSDGBSGTSGFNSBFSFSANBG
PANIC
STRESS
SCARED
STRESS
BWAHHHHHHH

alright. chill.
i shall do my econs essay now.
(i bet the others have done it soooo long ago that their essay has rotten.)
bish

2008-07-03T23:19:00.002+08:00

IM SEVENTEEN!

aww, im getting old though im not feeling it. hahaha
i feel so loved and happy today! thank you all for wishing me a happy birthday. i very much appreciate you people for remembering my special day :D

thank you for the 12am sms(huishan being the most punctual), all the sms-es, the cakeS, the birthday songs, the calls, the presents, the dinner...

2008-06-04T21:41:00.001+08:00

TIME, PLEASE SLOW DOWN.
I CANT CATCH UP. =(

2008-05-19T20:56:00.002+08:00

according to personality tests and all those stuff, im a person who doesnt like commitments. that is true. but, ironically, i am always bombarded with activities almost everyday!!! for this whole week, my after-sch schedule is already full. =( and yes, i already have many activites filled up during holidays.

wadever.

im looking forward to holidays! :D:D:D:D:D i wanna meet all my friends whom i missed terribly. and i wanna go to town with my cousins. i also wanna go for dental! haha. yay. hope this last week of the term ends soon.

what people know isnt the truth
accusations, guess, discrimination,
it's pain no one understands

2008-05-11T21:54:00.002+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY :D

blow kisses for mum! :D

2008-04-22T22:27:00.003+08:00

EARTH DAY! :D

today is technically friday, and it feels like it. i dislike the change in timetable cos we'll be missing the lecture day(slack day), opportunity of going to school late and more PE for the week.
=( however today wasnt as bad as i thought. :D half the day i was kind of sleepy but most of the time things were fine.

due to lightning warning, our PE was floorball. our class was split into two teams and we played against the other class. quite fun though violent. the guys tend to raise the sticks high abv the waist level and hit the ball as if they were playing golf... LOL.
haha, during the break after pe, everyone was rushing to get the compre done and i finished the summary. it was a total booshit cos i cannt find enough points.. i ended up with only 149words while the max was 180. =x

i bet today's the first day my lecutre grp cheered during phy lecture. cos... we got another lecturer for the new topic! well, it's also quite a relieve for me. beehoon is bad, but still ok la. i just hope miss loke will be better(though i still fell asleep again). haha

as usual, pw was crappy cos our grp didnt make any progress. consulted mr soh regarding my PI again and i still think he sucks. im not mean ok, many others agree with me. he just scan through the PIs and give very vague comments. edmund's grp and mine were kind of combined together as we chatted and played with the 'magnetic pen'. LOL. funny trick mannn. then we started talking about ghost stories and i shared about penfairy. it still entails me and im like researching for it now(but can only find info on ouija board). xueyuan, jaz and some others said they wanna try. i forgot the right way of playing but im interested... but a lil scared =x

after sch had ccs! waited some time for lee jia to come. he's super pissed with the results and he told us about the dark secrets behind the judging of the drama comp. nj was ultimatezzz unlucky to not enter the finals. and wth the guanyin play got silver grade. *faints!!* everyone laughs his ass off everytime we talk about those stupid plays. can you imagine in bai she zhuan, the green snake demon committed suicide by banging her head against the monk's wand/stick(wadver tht is). SERIOUSLY? omg. tht's the worst ending i've... erm no, we've ever seen/heard. LOL.

2008-04-13T20:48:00.002+08:00

there are many different adjectives to describe my sundays, if you judge them at different angles. haha, most of them time, it shld be rather pathetic. but then, still interesting. pathetic in the way that im spending most of the time at home(otherwise the 3hrs at taekwondo). and interesting because of food. :D

so today was rather exciting. haha. in the afternoon my sis and i baked chocolate chip and raisin cookies. we looked up the recipe from the internet and our batter turned out looking good. then our first batch of cookies, otherwise a little charred, had the right texture, colour and smell. and most importantly, tasted really good! my sis and i both agreed that it was our most successful try of all in history! LOL.
then we attempted to make smaller ones(cos they'll look cute and appetizing.yumm..). well, like the past, the batches after the first always turn out to be less than we expected! it was softer and more cakey =( quite disappointing. the subsequent batch wasnt very successful either.. but the taste was definitely OISHI! heeeheee

hmm, i had wanted to take some pictures of the process, but me and my sis are just too used to the fact that we dont hv camera for many yrs, so we forgot to bring it out =X
too bad i cant show the pictures here, but haha, it's better cos u wont be craving for cookies right?

then, i met up with huishan in the evening for dinner at kfc!!! haha. kfc sucks, but we hvnt gone there for yearssss. LOL. omg i miss her so much i think she feels the same way too. HAHA. anyway, i shall end this post with the conclusion that bangladeshi love kfc. you should really see the queue mannn.

2008-04-10T21:51:00.003+08:00

haa, this is interesting.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2008-03-29T23:07:00.002+08:00

FUN-O-RAMA

i hope everyone had enjoyed themselves at the funfair. personally, i didnt really like the weather, haha, but i was elated to see my old friends, cousins, and people i dont usually meet up with again! jeremy helped sprayed glitter on my hair. so coooool

THANKS:

vivian for listening, sitting and walking arnd with me today. :D

yiyang for the great help in the morning :D

alvin for letting me shoot twice in the very cute game. haha

mrs tan for the bananaS LOL

(and the list goes on...)

chenyu was such a disappointment, really. =(

(if you're reading this, pls slap yourself! LOL) wad a friend, cant even recognise me! >.<

andrea and cy came to meet vivian and i. too bad jiatying cant make it today :( miss her!

well so we 'funfaired' tgtr. bought some stuff from the supermarket(XO KAYA!). the haunted houses scam money luh, but the queue was super long, and the area outside the hall and lt1,2 were damn crowded in the noon it's so hard to get to the hall or scone cafe. =x

anyway, the best of today:

FORD GT =DDDD

2008-03-16T21:00:00.004+08:00

from now on i have to be careful with wad i write here cos someone(my cousin in london) know my blog! LOL and she complained that my blog is boring :o sadd luh. haha, but who cares right. :D i like it, that's what really matters.

i dont like the feeling of having to go to school tml. =x

by the way, i attempted to cut bangs today. it wasnt a failure but i guess it'd look better if i had gone to the salon. haha

my cousin says i look toot.

and my sis thinks i look like some bo-gei(no teeth) six-year-old. >.<

having seen the packet of fresh udon in the fridge for some time, i decided to cook it! so for dinner, i cooked stir-fry udon... dumping in all the delicious leftovers of ytd's sumptous dinner(chef:my uncle) and ta-da!

note:the picture does not do justice! =x

not bad right! haha. :D

it contains asparagus, fish, chicken, sambal chilli shrimp, mushrooms and egg. the brown thing on the left is a nugget.

my maid and sis loved it, i think. LOL

2008-03-14T23:44:00.002+08:00

school's starting soon. nightmares are disturbing my dreamless nights.
i had a dream. i cldnt remember what it was exactly, but in it, i flunk my alvl chinese paper or something like that. what happened wasnt really clear to me now, but the anxiety i dreamt still feels real. though i had a good few days of holidays-- relaxation time, i havent got a good night's sleep. i wld wake up arnd 8.30 every morning even though i didnt have enough sleep(8hrs). my eyes are tired, but my brain is not. damn. why am i so tensed up? why am i worried?

the weather has been weird lately. rain and shine come and go. the nights wld be freezing cold, so chilly that i slept without the fan. yesterday, i 'armed' myself before turning in. i put on a jacket, calf-length socks, leg warmers(those thick ones i had used in beijing) and hid myself under the duverts. and with that i slept till morning, didnt sweat, wadever.
today while i waited for the imm shutter bus with my sis, the sunny weather made me feel a little dizzy(my sis also felt the same). however, awhile later, it started to shower. the raindrops were huge and it'd hurt if it hits you. the weirdest of all is that the rain stopped just before we wanted to board the bus. o.o

i attempted to do math. sequence and series, partial fractions etc. so easy but more than half were wrong. well i realise i suck.
i suck i suck i suck.

2008-03-06T17:32:00.002+08:00

OMGOSHXZSSXZSZXSZXSZ. lectures-only week and the slackers'-days are ending soo soon tml and march holidays are starting tml tml tml. then school term starts again and all the schwork+cca+projects gets serious. i wonder if i can really adjust to the hectic jc life mann. wouldnt it be nice if jc life can be a little weeny bit more leisure, like what it is now?

i have loads to catch up, especially maths. i half-blind-ly copied the solutions for almost all the tutorial qns and this kind of attutide spells troubleeeee as a h2 math student. BOO. currently, i can only do partial fractions and some of the stardard summation qns and blah i think nthg else. =/ i probably need assessments like i was in pri-sch.

GP is another worrying subject for me as i have always hated argumentative essays. now, i have to accept and embrace the profundity of GP and try to get a pass? i have failed (sadly, a 4 out of 10) for both gp writing assignments and i really look forward to getting better grades. i need motivation when it comes to reading and REMEMBERING facts well.
i think gp as an english subject sucks but isnt as a humanities sub. LOL.
my other goal is to get my A for chinese. chinese has always been a disappointment. though i have passion for it, the grades ALWAYS show otherwise. so saddddzzzzzz lahhh.

these two weeks have been more relaxed. no P.E and schtime that ends at 4. HAHA. i have been sticking to leihoi, shuyi,kuolyn and other nh peeps. during super long breaks we watched movies in the library. :D other times i wld sit at the same table stoning while the others mug... =x
kinda glad that i didnt appealed to nj. so far, i received many complaints about how stressful and mugger-orienated it is there. chou yin even cried because she cldnt come back. all the best to my friends over there. though you may be facing ultimate stress, it's good cos im sure ALL of you will become the elites. i will remain an avg student in ac. afterall, there's so much to juggle.... cca, pw, taekwondo, ballet and other extra stuff like cip. sometimes i feel like changing cca, but i want a good portfolio. moreover i love the feeling of freedom while im at dance prac.
haizzz. i dunoooooo, im so confused. =(

whateverrrrr.. i promise i will studyhard for my own good.
hehs, and i look forward to the march holidays! there's zoo outing with sb4, celebration of jy's birthday, movies, meet-ups with close friendss and morrreeee. i gonna have fun lorzz. if we dont enjoy holidays now, i duno when's our next chance.

2008-02-18T22:56:00.002+08:00

i thought mrchan wld have forgotten me, but he did not! he just chatted with me on msn. his sudden approach made me feel so touched and happy!

mrchan is still soo cute. haha we talked about school and here's a hilarious part of our conversation:

Akash: Best Day Ever! says:
hope you can get into NJ and turn yourself into a rock!
40325-DRACOMALFOY says:
why rock! hahaha
Akash: Best Day Ever! says:
that's the culture there
Akash: Best Day Ever! says:
cos all grey grey
40325-DRACOMALFOY says:
LOLOLOLOLOL
Akash: Best Day Ever! says:
and all studying down there not moving
40325-DRACOMALFOY says:
then i want to be different!
Akash: Best Day Ever! says:
be careful not to step on others
Akash: Best Day Ever! says:
def, you are in my top 10 afterall!

mrchan's encouragement never fails to give me the confident boost(which i prob need) and lift up my spirits. LOL. and he said im nice cos i didnt bug him to buy funfair tickets. wahahaha
i feel so guilty that my stamina isnt good liao(and now i dont enjoy running much).
urghhhxzsszxszxs. =(
p.s. i hope he doesnt see this =/
i didnt know he's also a maths teacher in nanhua now! turns out that he's teaching my cousin. what a small world. :D

2008-02-18T17:57:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARA CHUA! :D

1SB4 RULEZZZZ!

im a little retarded when it comes with blogging so pardon this outdated post. haha
1SB4 is so cool canzzz? last week we got second place for the fun-o-rama coupon sales! everyday we wld be laughing at each other non-stop and go for lessons and get late together. muahaha.. though there are some weird people in my class, it's still fun anyway! (fingers crossed that nobody will be in the same grp for pw as *******)

we used the contact time on cny eve for a mini class celebration!

not everyone's in this pic. but it's so cute, look at donavan and chun hsiang! LOL.
donavan has issues on almost everything luh. but then, his eccentric character may suggest that he's the future albert einstein?

excited peeps..
now presenting.... YUSHENG WITHOUT SALMON!

hahahahaha. i love the golden crackers and peanuts

1SB4 is ready!

mrs tan sponsored the yusheng. :D the way we lao yusheng is so funny. nobody knows what to say and everyone just "yay! oh! haha!" LOL. damn funny la. it was the same as we added the packets of snacks onto the plate... it was "pian di huang jin" and "tian tian mi mi" all the best! soooooo funny!

seriously, peng khee just makes people want to laugh! he always wears the same stoney-but-smiley expression(sometimes it's a lil scaryyy ;/) the guys like to tease him but he doesnt mind! haha
just look at the two pictures below:

only pengkhee was supposed to smile

now he's not supposed to laugh.

wahahaha.

dingdinggg and li en are happy. win liao lorzzzzzzzzz

our sweet form teacher mrs tan and the girls =)

my class makes me so happy everyday. still, i dont really like ac, but i do feel kind of sad leaving becauseof sb4. it's also a little pointless to stay cos many are leaving too. =/
the school posting results will be out tml. it'd probably be the last day im with my class. awwwwww. i will miss all the buzzzzzzzzing with the girls and the jokes.

best wishes for everyone! =D

2008-02-14T18:43:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUISHAN!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VALENTINA!
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! (VDAYVDAY!)

CNY 2008 :D

candid shot by xh

bingo! haha my ahgong looked so cute

my niece! haha, we were playing cards and she was tossing and laughing on the bed.
hee, the pics are so pinkish!

i took the cny opportunity to sell the fun-o-rama coupons. sales wasnt really very good but still acceptable la. LOL. this year, i lao yusheng four times! once with 1SB4, with my auntie and family(abalone yusheng!), once with my paternal relatives and once with my maternal relatives! haha. so fun so fun!

as usual, we gambled! haha. the adults won our(younger generation) money this year! wahhaa. so well, i lost quite ALOT. but still, it's happy hoildays!(much better than going to schoooool >.<)
i loooooove the snacks and goodies; pineapple tarts and love letters and bak kwa and pistachios! i finished the whole packet(600g) of pistachios alone in two days! =xx yayyay. and peanut puffs are so nice tooo, but my daddy didnt buy.

1SB4 is a super niceeee class. i like! :D
will blog about ac x-country and valentine's day soon!

2008-01-31T22:49:00.000+08:00

woa. today is the last day of January. Seven more days to chinese new year! i so look forward to eating all the snacks! haha. cny's not here yet but im almost getting a sore throat, have to drink lots of water =/

my olvl results didnt hit my own target but it was ok afterall. i really really hope that nj will accept me cos i dont want to stay in ac. >.< i have no sense of belonging here though i like ACdance. my class and the friends that i made are very nice too. BUT. i just dont feel like staying. school hasnt officially started and i already had detention twice for being late. LOL. NOW I OFFICIALLY HATE BUS185. i wasnt even twice late for school in my four years in nanhua. sfbdgbgwkgjbht

school generally sucks. there's the lecture and tutorial system and everyone has to move around the school to get to various classrooms. i prefer lectures to tutorials cos i usually cant pay attention to my tutors in class. LOL. however ...i need to learn to stay awake throughout the lectures to maximise my learning! anyway, right now while the pae is still ongoing, i am not very serious in the stuff which i do.. and i often think of how to pon sch! arghh!! im a bad girl =X

blahblahblah... there are weird people in my class. hAHA. but it doesnt matter cos it actually spice up school life. :D

2008-01-10T18:27:00.000+08:00

THINK LATERALLY! :D

well i found this in my mail. it's quite amusing.
p.s. dont think too hard. haha

. man
1. ------------
. board

Ans. = man overboard

Okay, let's see if you've got the hang of it.

. stand
2. ------------
. i

Ans. = I understand

OK . . .Got the drift?
Let's try a few now and seehow you fare

3./r/e/a/d/i/n/g/

Ans. = reading between the lines

4. r
. road
. a
. d

Ans. = cross road

Not having a good day now, are you?

5. cycle
. cycle
. cycle

Ans.= tricycle

Not easy to figure out ha!

. 0
6. ------------
. M.D.
. Ph.D.

Ans. = two degrees below zero

C'mon give it a little thought ! !

. knee
7. ------------
. light

Ans. = neon light( knee - on - light )

U can prove u r smart by getting this one.

. ground
8. ---------------
feet feet feet feet feet feet

Ans. = six feet underground

9. he's X himself

Ans. = he's by himself

10. ecnalg

Ans. = backward glance

Not even close ! !

11. death ..... life

Ans. = life after death

Okay last chance ..................

12. THINK

Ans. = think big ! !

And the last one is real fundoo - - -

13. ababaaabbbbaaaabbbbababaabbaaabbbb..

Ans. = long time no 'C'( see )

' Falling down is not defeat...defeat is when u refuse to get up...'

2008-01-07T18:45:00.001+08:00

AWWW.... I MISS 2007

blow kisses

haa i love leticia's pose :D

zeren looked so sweeeeeeeeet

shuyi, me and ms khoo in her fav. dress! hee

we are shyyyy >.<
sigh, miss those plaits.

2008-01-06T22:18:00.000+08:00

ACJ ORIENTATION'08!

KASSI ROCKS! :D GO SERES GO!

ALL the OGLs seresly rock
my OG peeps are seresly fun to be with
sean's house is seresly cool and HUGE
mass dance was seresly fabulous
the cheers make people seresly high
the campfire was seresly campfire-lessly crazy
the story of ACSiana was seresly hilarious
muddy and wet games were seresly interesting
it was seresly hot being wrapped up by black cloth and newspapers
HA was seresly amusing when she jumped and screamed madly in the hall

i am seresly grateful for what the OGLs, especially Hazel, Kenneth and Ha, have done for us. though i did complained a little about this and that, i truly appreciate the effort that you seniors have put in. OGLs!!! take care of your throats!
OC was seresly exhausting but certainly exhilarating :D
HAHA.

my face got burnt a little by the scorching sun. my cheeks are slightly red but i like it! cos my face doesnt look as pale as before. LOLOLOLOL.
had taekwondo grading today. guessed it wasnt very bad, though i was very very VERY tired. i havent have enough sleep for soooo many days! I LOOK SO MUCH LIKE A PANDA NOW.
alright, GOODNIGHT SWEETS :D

2008-01-01T15:44:00.000+08:00

HELLO 2008! =D
byebye 2007.

gee. a new skin for new year. NEW LOOK. haha. i realised that many people shared the same last blogskin as me and it gets more irritating as i blog-browse. >.<
this is simple and nice.

311207 happy birthday JUNXIAN
my brother's long awaited birthday was here. the party preparations were damn tiring. we woke up early to do grocery shopping then started to prepare after lunch. no rest till 7pm when we brought the stuff to my grandmother's house. LOL. nevertheless, it was quite fun because it was the last day of 2007. bwahaha.

countdown at vivo
vivo was so packed when i went there at 11pm ytd to meet ht, cy and viv. i had to queue to take the escalator. -.- the queue was horrible; it started from the escalator all the way out of vivo! when i reached the skypark i had to call cy many many times before i could find the rest. boo. we sat beside the stage and watched the show from a side screen. there was nthg interesting(to me). 5...4...3...2...1! OHH, FINALLY 2008 IS HERE. i was so relieved when the crowd got smaller. there were fireworks from afar which we not clearly see. =( anyway, carissa joined us and we went mac for ice-cream. then slacked for awhile before lixuan came with foam sprays!
they started to attack me first and my hair was covered with foam! LOL, but the foam made quite a good hair wax. hahahaha. vivian, carissa attacked my hair and bag and... everywhere. humphzzzz... so i sprayed foam on them too. played around until the rest(except for lx and me) took cab home. i waited for the first train home. there were so many bangladeshi mannn.. i wonder where they'd gone for the countdown.

my first new year resolution: GET FATTER.

2007-12-26T23:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BOXING DAY!

did y'all enjoy CHRISTMAS?! haha, hope you do. i bought my sis a mini log cake which was soooo cute!

LOL. and dinner ytd was on her. :D

I SMELLLLLL maplesyrup! since 10pm that smell has lingered around in the living room, where im here blogging and still sniffing the sweetness. i suspect my neighbour downstairs is doing some mini family business. cos i could smell the curry aroma a few days ago... and curry puffs!

my brother has been preparing for his birthday party. so my sis, bro and i went grocery shopping just now to get some stuff and experiment on some dishes. we made our own kind of kebabs (the black round things are grapes. hee)

and

fried vegeterian beehoon(which we later added popcorn chicken>.<).
we were bored of the normal birthday cakes and so we got a pandan cake, layered it with nutella and decorated it with M&Ms and marshmellows. it looked and tasted great. HAHA.

im not working for the whole of this week. it's break time for me, finally.
AND YUP, i cut my hair short again. haircut always works(as effective as shopping therapy). i feel happier now. wahaha.

anyway im posted to acjc. i feel so neutral about going to school but i miss nanhua and all the great teachers. =( i havent received any letter from acjc which my friends had. ACJC DOESNT WANT ME! :X ...think my dad hasnt checked the letterbox yet... and he's now in taiwan. (the letterbox's key is with him! but well, im not excited abt going to jc, so it doesnt matter much :D)

5more days and 2008 will be here. (ooh~. olympics in beijing!)

2007-11-28T02:19:00.000+08:00

some of grad night pics :D

2007-11-17T00:07:00.000+08:00

yay im finally ill. no im not happy about that. flu, sore throat and mild fever... so damn sucky. thanks vivian for comforting me by saying im fortunate because all these came after olvls and prom. yea, quite true :( weeks ago i kept boasting about my health, about how super-deprived of sleep i was but still strong and energetic. NOW!!! i FINALLY fall sick. that must be the aftermath of OLVLS; im going to push all the blame on it. haha

i woke up late today! my mum forgot to wake me up and i forgot to set my alarm clock. =x got up at the time we were supposed to reach school. i got so worried i rushed out of home and took cab to school. stupid taxi-driver went the wrong route and the cab fare cost me $9. damn... my mum pms-ed and scolded me for that. it's not like i wanted her to pay for the cab. T.T he turned left even before i cld tell him to take the expressway. SNKFSBGABGA. booooooo. i regretted taking cab soooo much because many people were late as well! when i arrived at school the sec4s were still happily chatting in the canteen -.- urgh...

PAE talk today was rather crappy. poor ms wassan had to spend more than 20mins settling all students in the hall. i was sitting with zeren and two stupid fans were blowing directly at me. i believed they were the cause of my flu... my nose became runny after i left the hall luh. YUP, we FINALLY got our yearbooks. the coverpage was kinda dumb. LOL, i shall not support it with a reason here. the result slip was dumb too! all the subjects are in number codes and who the hell knows wad the numbers represent! eg. 45=A3 doesnt make sense at all! the equal sign is used wrongly! >.< boo... sometimes MOE is as senseless as me. nvm! viv, cy and i waited for jy to come and collect her stuff and we went jp to meet the rest of 4/3. 23 people turned up for the 'clss-gathering'. the attendence is outstanding for a last-minute-decided event. they went to watch stardust. i didnt watch the movie because the cab fare made me broke! so i gotta punish myself by not joining them. yea. so sad. =(

my mom has got serious pms. she scolds me for many little unimportant things. she scolded me for not setting the alarm(which rarely happens), the taxi-driver taking the wrong route, the fact that we're not going to batam anymore because her passport is overdued, and when i said that i wanted to eat supper. -.- to think i actually made honey for her sore throat just now. LOL, mayb im just too kind :D ok, then i shall forgive her :D

booo.... took a nap just now so i cant get to sleep now. im still asking arnd for the grad night pictures. my cousin's prom was only 40+ bucks but more enjoyable! she said she had a ten-course dinner and there were games! urgh... so wad's the big deal about MARITUS MANDARIN?! sigh...
im going to watch goong s on youtube now. hee :D byebye

2007-11-16T00:29:00.000+08:00

151107 GRADUATION NIGHT

i think im one of the few of the nh sec4s blogging. haha. people are staying out at orchard and spending the night there after graduation dinner! and there's school tml! LOL, tml i shall see more than half the cohort sleeping during the pae talk. i wonder where my peeps are going. Singapore's night life is not very active, moreover they're underage for pubs and clubs. so are they going to camp at mac? haha.

my throat is itching now. blame it on the prawns. many of the dishes had prawns and i had eaten them unknowningly. damn... arghhhh >.< the food at maritus mandarin was not too bad but it was kind of ordinary considering the fact that we paid over 70 bucks for the dinner. -.-
i thought i was over-dressed when i was at the taxi-stand at jp as people were starring at me. haha, but i wasnt! everyone looked so pretty and different. ahma's necklace was so outstanding! :D tess, jiatying, daphne, chenyu, huishan(!) were glamourous! haha.
i sat together with 4/3 peeps and it went arnd to take pictures. we watched the class videos while eating. overall, i feel that the event was kind of boring. took pics with 20305, 4/3 and guzheng peeps. felt so good to be gather with my friends. haha
ohyup, chatted with mryeo again. he agreed that the olvl e.geog paper sucked too. yay :)
and i didnt know he can play the guitar! he said it was a special performance for graduating students. lol

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MDM SURIN!
4/3 sang mdm surin a birthday song! she must have felt very happy! haha.

pictures later

2007-11-14T22:32:00.000+08:00

i think my life is boring. i've like got nothing to blog about.
i have short term memory loss. too.

im not in a good mood now. =(
my throat is sore but im still eating so many biscuits!
but, good news! all the biscuits in my house are cleared! :D
haha, that means i wldnt be eating biscuits and hurting my throat! lalala~
damn. i dont have much self-control >.<
ohh! another good news!
there's a new bottle of honey on the kitchen table!
yay

anyway, i feel that i've become anti-social. dont feel like talking to people i dont know.
and i've been pissing people off. =x my attitude becomes lousy whenever i have mood-swings. so in order not to hurt anyone, i will prefer not to talk.
WAA, i have attitude problem.
if i have offeneded anyone, im sorry =x (very sincere)
can we pretend that olvls stress is the cause of my lousy attitude?
LOL

2007-11-06T00:39:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHIWEN!

FINALLY....
THE WRITTEN PAPERS ARE OVER!
WOOTSSSSS!!!!!!! YAYYYYY!!!!

haha, i cant wait for the paper 1sss to end too. after that, it will be fun time. yay:D
the olvl papers have been a load of booshit, but i shall not rant about it now!
ok, so after the crap bio paper, i was shouting bye-bye to everyone. evon said she hadnt seen me laugh so heartily for a very very very long time. now i have the mood to joke and laugh, and feeling happy again is shiok! haha

ahma,ht,jocelyn,zh,xy and i went to vivo to celebrate zhiwen's bdae. walked around and we had dinner at greenhouse cafe. they love it! ahma was totally impressed by their service. it was unlike the one we received in secret recipe(took more than 10mins to serve 3 slices of cake. gwarr) -.- we had a fun time walking arnd aimlessly and zhiwen made us go back only at 10pm. haha.
lol. IM HAPPY because i just sms-ed xy and we are going shopping tml! yay! it was a last-minute decision but we havent gone out tgtr for EONS! lalala~ and.... i asked my dad to sponsor me $50 for shopping and he really did! this is worth celebrating as i havnt been given extra money to spend for CENTURIES. i was supposed to use my own savings to buy stuff.
well, xian ku hou tian... IT PROBABLY TRUE :D

cant wait to hang out with my friends after olvls and prom. >.<

2007-10-14T17:58:00.000+08:00

I DID 100 STARJUMPS TODAY!

how much do you think i will grow today? haha

break time! :D

WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!:

two carrots crossed the road.

BANG! one carrot was knocked down by a car

the other one wasnt harmed and he quickly

sent his carrot friend to the hospital.

and this was wad the doctor said,

"your friend didnt die,

but he has to be a vegetable for the rest of his life."

2007-10-14T16:29:00.000+08:00

Cancer

October 14, 2007

Don't let another day go by without patting yourself on the back for being the incredible person you are, dear Cancer. It could be that you are constantly striving for perfection, but never satisfied with all the work you've done and the person you really are. Remember that the cleanliness of your house is not a reflection of the cleanliness of your soul. Give yourself a break.

do i deserve a break? i think the horoscope is rather true in saying that i have been striving for perfection(in studies, particularly). im not happy with my results, not at all. it could have been better. my mum, sis and friends told me i did rather well, but i cannt but feel demoralised by it. no bursary award. >.< im also getting worried about olvls, and, insomnia coming back to me again. cant i just get rid of it with insomniside?(if there really is one)

anyway, i dont think i deserve a break. i have been slacking too much, often giving myself lousy excuses to make up the day. and i have been sitting on my compo for too long... it's over 24hr and still not completed. damn.

today is a typical sunday. =x
well, i wish all sec 4s a happy mugging period(though mugging is nothing more than unhappiness, but mayb that's wad muggles do? how i wish i can join the wizarding world and find horcruxes? lol im crapping.)

2007-10-05T14:01:00.000+08:00

i am not a mugger, so i cannot really handle the exam stress very well. that explains why i wish to go to a college. but, the poly doesnt offer the courses i want to study(environment). they only offer environment under engineering, which may not allow me to enter the geog course in university. so now i am very confused. at a time, there were so many people who psycho me to go poly, and now, there are even more people who think jc is the path for me. my mum says that i should go hwa chong or nj if i can. O.O i think she's crazy. i will never dream of hwa chong lol, although i may be able to appeal in with taekwondo. people say i look like a jc kinda student. yes, that includes huishan and my sis. haha. but... what is the typical look of a jc student?! LOL. neat hair and sport shoes? lololol

ok, i shall not care about post-sec route and concentrate on olvls. anyw, going to school now is kinda meaningless, at least for me. for the past few days i had been stoning and staring at nothing at school because i felt so tired. i have not have enough sleep for a very very very very loooong time and waking up at 5plus every morning is a torture. my mind is always not clear enough to think and i sometimes cry because i cannot understand wad i am reading. that is why i am here blogging when i am not supposed to. =x haha. i guess what's my class's strength today.

ANYWAY, STAY HAPPY PEEPS! OLVLS IS STUPID, JUST THINK THIS WAY. :D

another 3 words:
SAVE THE EARTH.

2007-09-24T21:41:00.000+08:00

my computer is finally fixed! but there are problems with msn messenger and i cannot sign in. sianzxszxxszssxzssx.

today didnt start right. it poured heavily in the morning and i didnt bring my umbrella =x ended up sharing huishan's with wenhang. we were half-drenched, but that was at least better than being soaked. my shoes were super wet and my feet felt uncofortable for the whole day. we had to sit the hall all day for the jc talk again. i think i will be going to polytechnic. JC is for muggers; all you do is to study and study the textbook stuff of which would be irrelevant to your future career. so it's like wasting 2years studying crap and getting yourself all stressed up, and graduate with an Alvl cert which is useless(except to gain entry to university). going poly would mean that you can be exempted about 1 year in your uni course and compared to a jc student, you would have studied two courses in the same profession in the 6years. in addition, you would have more hands-on experience and exposure to the profession. AND, you will be fred from the boring schedules and routines.
though im in favour of going to polytechnic, i would still wish to hear some reasons why people choose jc. so if you intend to go jc, please convince me to make jc as my choice? i think i really need more advice. the talk somehow just makes me more confused. the other problem is with my mother, she is very conventional and she hopes that i would take the typical route. though i know she'll still support my choice, i want her to accept that studying in poly is as good as jc.

there's full moon today. it excites me about tml cos it will be mid-autumn festival! haha, mooncakes, tea, sparkles and paper laterns! yay :D

ok, lastly, i hope that i did well for prelims. may i enter a good jc for PAE and experience the boring life of a jc student before making wise decisions.

2007-09-07T15:11:00.000+08:00

yesterday was supposedly a happy day, because it was my dad's birthday.
however, the unexpected happened. my grandfather passed away.
he had such strong will to live.
he survived after his breath stopped for 15mins.
he survived through several pumps which caused him intense pain.
day after day, the needles and pipes could be removed.
on monday when i last visited him in the hospital, the doctor said there were chances of him being transferred out of the ICU. i remembered feeding him oatmeal and soup; he ate more when i fed him. he wanted to get out of the ward badly. he wanted the mitten(wadever u call tht) to be removed but well we cldnt. when his condition was better, he craved for lychee juice(my sis did buy him some).
he ranted about being in the hospital, and that the nurses and doctors tortured him. he was a really stubborn old man.
his pains ended yesterday morning. my mom described to me how his heartbeat slowly weakened.
i remembered how he had boasted about his health, all thanks to the oatmeal he ate everyday. recently, we met on the bus and he looked energetic.
i had planned to visit him again ytd but was unexpectedly hit by the news.
i didnt cry alot, because it was more painful seeing him in the ICU with his life supported by machines. i think i can cope with the loss.
rest in peace.

thankyou everyone who tried to make me happier.

2007-09-03T21:22:00.000+08:00

HERE'S BEST WISHES FROM ME TO ALL SECONDARY FOUR PEEPS:
ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR PRELIM EXAMINATIONS! :D

chiongchiongchiong!

my aim for tomorrow:
-1 chem paper
-2 emaths papers
-finish geog reference paper(2qns)
-do 3 chapters of ss

and stop thinking of food! =XXX

2007-08-14T21:43:00.000+08:00

STRESS IS CAUSING ME LOTS OF PROBLEMS. =(

i suspect that i have eating disorders. for the past few days i didnt have appetite. NOW, im binge-eating. i cant control myself. i keep eating even though i am super full. I NEED TO STOP THE BINGE! arhhhhhh!!!

oh, i lose concentration very easily and i have cravings for many sweet stuff too. helpppppppp! =xxxxx

and of course, im still suffering from insomnia.
MY SEC4 LIFE IS SO UNINTERESTING.

2007-08-12T19:21:00.000+08:00

a random post:

1. today is my youngest brother's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNLIN!
2. HUISHAN's brownies are more delicious than four leaves'. :D
3. HOT pink is my new love. LOL
4. i keep craving for chocolates, muffins, cakes, pastries and cookies. =x
5. i am soooooo happy because i have grown a few cm since last year, which means, IM STILL GROWING! YAY.
6. AM sick of anything related to OLVLS. =( GWARRR

let's just be friends. :D

2007-08-10T23:37:00.000+08:00

FOURTHREE! :D

kaywee decides to be the centre of attraction..

this is our so-called informal picture.

...actually i dont know what the slogan means =x

they're flying! haha, 4/3's good at skipping =)

2007-08-02T19:34:00.000+08:00

i think this is EXTREMELY funny!

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Rossellini!

The military salute is a motion that evolved from medieval times, when knights in armour raised their visors to reveal rossellini.
Rossellini can live for up to a week without a head.
There are six towns named rossellini in the United States!
If you break rossellini, you will get seven years of bad luck.
Koalas sleep for 22 hours a day, two hours more than rossellini.
Rossellini has four noses!
Rossellini cannot be detected by infrared cameras!
In the 1600s, tobacco was frequently prescribed to treat headaches, bad breath and rossellini.
Rossellini can fly at an average speed of fifteen kilometres an hour!
It's bad luck for a flag to touch rossellini!

HAHA. i can fly!
p.s. i dont have four noses! >....<

apprently, it's all crap. cos i searched "VOLCANOES", AND THIS IS WHAT THEY SAY:

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Volcanoes!

Volcanoes will often glow under UV light.
During World War II, Americans tried to train volcanoes to drop bombs.
The Church of Scientology was founded in 1953, at Washington D.C., by volcanoes.
Europe is the only continent that lacks volcanoes.
It can take volcanoes several days to move just through one tree!
Volcanoes can eat up to four kilograms of insects in a single night.
In the Spanish edition of Cluedo, volcanoes is the victim.
Cats use their volcanoes to test whether a space is large enough for them to fit through!
Volcanoes can squeeze its entire body through a hole the size of its beak.
All the moons of the Solar System are named after characters from Greek and Roman mythology, except the moons of Uranus, which are named after volcanoes.

volcanoes are trained to drop bombs?! LOL.

2007-07-30T18:09:00.000+08:00

pictures!

2007-07-25T21:25:00.000+08:00

THE MP GAVE ME A PRESENT AND A CARD.

unbelievable? yea.
when i was on my journey home, my mother called me to inform me that the MP is going to visit me today. i was totally bewildered. why would the MP want to see me? im not the owner of the apartment or a working adult. my dad said they called to inform us that our home is selected because this month's my birthday. well, i didnt believe him because it was too ridiculous. BUT, at about 9.15pm, the MP and some other people really came. that was so unexpected. the MP(Mr Alvin Yeo) gave me a teddy bear with a humorous badge which read "I LOVE PA" and a card which was dedicated to me and signed. i was asked to take a picture with him. LOL. I AM HONORED. after all, my birthday was like 20+ days ago yet i still receive present from a VIP.
we were also given a singapore flag.

i was right about meeting weird events huh? HAHAHAHA...
after maths lessons today, blim asked if im stressed. i nodded and said yes. then the most HILARIOUS thing happened. she came, put her arms around me and 'forced' into hugging me. she said "YES, I KNOW YOU NEED A BIG HUG TO RELIEVE STRESS." i was momentarily stunned. huishan, andrea and chenyu were there and they were laughing like mad and i was O.O <---- looking like that. ROLLONTHEFLOORANDLAUGHOUTLOUD

i think, ET is coming to visit me soon.
>''''''''<
pictures later.

2007-07-24T20:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVON! :D

i've been meeting more weird people when i go home recently. yesterday there was this boy who stood at his seat beside me (ignorant enough to put down his bag) and leaning forward trying to read from the harry potter book the guy in front of him was reading. OK. today, i was almost reaching my bus-stop and this guy sitting behind me suddenly tapped at my shoulder and asked me for the time. i had to quickly get my earpiece down and check my handphone for the time. now why i say he's weird. FIRSTLY, i was not wearing a watch. SECONDLY, he did not say thankyou. THRIDLY, he repeatedly whispered bye-bye when i alighted. i ignored him anyway, BECAUSE IM ANTI-SOCIAL. LOL
well, in school, people are going crazy too. mrchee performed 'stunts' with the skipping rope which kept the class entertained. everyone was laughing at his dramatic moves and comical expressions. i thought PE was interesting. we experimented the skipping rope and came up with games like limbo. i like limbo... and skipping(one of the growth formula!!). hee :D
these team-building games are definitely better than rugby. LOL.

i think, im gonna bump into more funny people this week.
this week has not been great, because i have dark circles and eyebags, and i can hardly stay awake in class. moreover, huishan's attempts to make me high have been rather unsuccessful.
will tml be a better day?

i have cravings for cakes and chocolates since last week, and i still do not get to eat them. =( now, i crave for them more. BAHHHHH! knsfbsgbgoiwhgowbggbaw
me want chocolates!!!!

2007-07-21T21:43:00.000+08:00

I LOVE CHOCOLATES! :D

HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS IS OUT!
i guess clara must have finished the book already. LOL. im soooo HAPPPPPPYYY because my cousin bought me one copy in england! though i have to wait for a few months to get it(when my other cousin visit her sometime soon), it's better than me having to wait for a yr for the prices to drop! WHOOOOOSH! :D:D:D:D

i am so dead because i dont know when is prelims and OLVLS.
nevertheless, i dont slack as much as i do in the past few months! now motivation drives me with a speed of 50qns/day. heeheehee x)
i had flunked ss test and was very disappointed with myself when the paper was returned to me. i have not flunked ss test(other than the very first one) before and that was quite a setback. now im glad to say i had got over it. in fact, it became my motivation.
my inspirational advice:
fellow friends out there, let's strive and work hard for OLVLS! like mryeo said, "you torture yourself now, you will feel that it's worthwhile eventually", let us PIA the last few meters towards the finishing line. in a race, your speed is never constant because you started off accelerating from 0m/s. as you are reaching the finishing mark, you get emotional boost and run the fastest(can be as fast as the bullet train -.o haha). and when you finally reach there, everyone would celebrate for your victory. you dont have to be first to be the winner. YOU ARE A WINNER as long as you have completed the race and enjoyed the process.
so smile, because we're winning. :D

it was not imagination
you were only a virtual figure, that's how you made me feel.

2007-07-12T21:39:00.000+08:00

YAY!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
1. 4/3 GOT A* FOR CLASS CLEANLINESS ROUTINE CHECK FOR THE FIRST TIME. :D
can you imagine how happy i was? hee, of course, the credit goes to all, especially those on duty today. let's keep up the good work! (in another words, the guys shld better stop kicking bottle caps or i'll scream into their ears.) LALALA~
2. HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX MOVIE is up on the screens!

well, life is not full of happy events... i predict that tml will be a rather bad day. FIRSTLY, we're having e.geog common test. SECONDLY, we're having social studies common test-.- LASTLY, im having my prelim english oral tml. ALL ON FRIDAY 13 >'''''''<

wish me luck. ;p

2007-07-09T22:30:00.000+08:00

RELATIVE VELOCITY IS NUTS!
when you are able to get a correct diagram and fit in the numbers perfectly, it is such a nice topic. just use the sine or cosine rule to get the answers. HOWEVER... if you just so unfortunately didnt get the diagram(esp RV of two objects in motion), you cannot continue the work. say bye to 16marks. T.T i hate all the bearing questions!!! >.<

THE DOCTOR SAID I AM STRESSED. i didnt want to consult a doctor but my mum wanted me to go. queued for more than two hours just to know that im throwing up because of stress. (as if i aint aware of that -.-) so much for wasting my precious time waiting at the polyclinic. first queue for a waiting number, then get a room number. afterwhich, you get another number to collect medicine. the most annoying thing was that the number wouldnt jump to mine. GWARRR. and did i mention that they are not green at all?! a whole sheet of paper for a receipt with only three lines of important info. WASTE PAPER LUH! arghhh! it disappoints me to know that some people are wasting paper like it will never be depleted (eg. ECHNG). SAVE THE EARTH FOR OUR CHILDREN!

i want peanut butter M&Ms!!! >o<

2007-07-06T22:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENHANG!

INSANITY.
PEANUT BUTTER M&Ms drove me crazy today. after popping a few, i felt a sudden surge of energy rushing through my body and i became zihigh. played netball and for the whole of english lesson, i was laughing, cracking jokes and doing all sorts of stupid stuff. i love it when echng's outside the class. HAHA. wenhang, huishan, leticia and i crazily did the worksheet on a tiny table. the good thing was, we managed to finish stupid worksheet. the bad thing was, wenhang had her worksheet punched at the wrong side. and so her worksheet had four holes. LOL. and she accidently did huishan's. after completing classwork i showed them my invented version of beat box called 'chicken box'. HAHAHA. im insane.
try peanut butter M&Ms. it rocks manzxsszxsszxzsxsszxszz!

i am down with an UNIDENTIFIED ILLNESS. throwing up 2hrs after meal, cold sweat, occasional fatigue... these are symptoms of...?
cant be DENGUE? i havnt got a fever. could i have eating disorder? BUT. how can that happen?!
my mum is positive about wad im suffering now though -.- she thinks that's puberty. LOL.
aldwehiuwgiegborbngqborwgbtgbejrbrebcgwopgewgkegbegiuybegwqdjbwfvlol

2007-07-04T23:20:00.001+08:00

the new kinda twist :D

haha. the new kinda pout. :o

2007-07-03T22:49:00.000+08:00

HEE, I AM SIXTEEN! I FEEL SO LOVED TODAY! :D
THANK YOU FOR YOUR MIDNIGHTSMS/BIRTHDAYWISHES/PRESENTS/PIZZA/CARDS/SONG/HUGS/SUSHI TREAT/SMILEYS:
My family and relatives, Nadiah, Huishan, Chenyu, Jiatying, Vivian, Clara, Wenhang, WeiQi, Daphne, Jinghui, Huiting, Jocelyn, Shuyi, Kiangee, Andrea, Leticia, Constance, Cindy, Jasmine, Hwee Lim, MayYan, Xinyue, Evon, Zeren, Huiwen, Carissa, Rebecca, Weiru, SohMin, Xuanyi, Yiyang, Alvin, Zhihao, Juehan, Chinmeng, AnLi, Jean, WeiLing, Liyan, Liying, Fangyi, Chongyee, Koksiong, Kenyi, Hwee Kheng, CheeHow, Sophia, Jansen, Olive, Jessie, Vivian cheong, Joyce, MrSeow, YangPing, Michele, PeiXin, SzeMei, Sylvia, Eckerene, Elaine, Joanne, Rouhui.

Special thanks to :
the 22 girls and 4 boys from 4/3 for the birthday surprise. Everyone loved the pizza right?! i love the song too! :D
AND
cousin HWEELIM for sending the card and gift from London! hee ;p

YES, TWO MORE YEARS AND IM GONNA GET MY DRIVING LICENCE! MUAHAHA...

2007-07-03T20:43:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: July 3

You are more than a big ball of energy - you are a big ball of hyper.
You are always on the go, but you don't have a type a personality.
Instead of channeling your energy into work, you instead go for fun and adventure.
Witty and verbal, you can have an interesting conversation with anyone.

Your strength: Your larger than life imagination

Your weakness: You tend to be pretty scattered

Your power color: Lime

Your power symbol: Lightening bolt

Your power month: March

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

2007-06-28T20:18:00.000+08:00

You Should Drive a Ferrari

Sleek and sexy, style has a lot of importance in your life. And you'll pay a lot to look good!

What Sports Car Should You Drive?

2007-06-26T21:38:00.000+08:00

CYANOPHYCEAN, OBEREK, SERREFINE, ZOILUS, ANISEIKONIA, VITULINE, CORYZA, GENIZAH, BOULEUTERION, PAPPARDELLE, VIDELICET, YOSENABE, PELORUS, CILICE, URGRUND...

okok, stop staring at those words with suspicion. THEY DO EXIST.
greek, french, italian, japanese, hebrew... they have different origins and some have alternative pronunciation.
i was totally impressed when the young(12-14yr old) WASHINGTON D.C NATIONAL SPELLING BEE participants spelt them like they knew every language. ahaha :D
how did they learn those words anyway? they are all underlined in my text box. =x

hee, i think they probably can spell my name correctly at the first attempt.

:D FRENCH GRAND PRIX THIS SUNDAY
support Ferrari ok!

2007-06-23T23:53:00.000+08:00

CAMP LASLO is seriously lame you can die laughing.
"some friends tell you nothing but the truth."
"you're the worst corward i've ever seen."
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
you see? cartoon network just loves to create those cartoons. just now i couldnt stop laughing at this(mega XLR)...
"YOU SEE?! you destroyed the city over this stupid remote control."
"but he doesnt want to return me that remote control."
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA
remote control, imaginary friends, mutated dinosaur... everything that comes to their minds will be drawn into cartoon shows. LOL.

I've won two movie marathon tickets! will be watching TRANSFORMERS and NANCY DREW on youth day holiday! hee. :D i love youth day.
MY COUSIN IS GETTING MARRIED ON MY BIRTHDAY.
double happiness yea :D
im getting old already. =/\/\/\/\/

I got out of bed today with the thought, "fine. i give up. wake up and do something. it's not like i'll sleep by just lying in bed!" i so admire people who can sleep anywhere, anytime and anywhere. i HATE INSOMNIA. i spent like 3hours tossing in bed then finally slept for 1hr and then woke up again because of a numb leg. xsgksbisdvjseiwfgetolahfjegteiwue and i lied for like more than a hour more before i sleep and got up again because someone turned the kitchen lights. BAHHHHHH! the worst thing is that classical music doesnt help my eyes to relax. -.o

ok. how i wish ms w. was there. then i can slp peacefully. =x
..................................

2007-06-20T14:18:00.000+08:00

I AM NOT SLACKING.

aww. i have been slacking too much now i feel the pressure. CLARA TEACH ME HOW TO BE A NERD!!! LOL. it's the last week of holidays and i still have homework undone. so dead so dead. however i have read quite alot compared to the few months when i was busy with schoolwork and guzheng and other crap. there will be a chem test when sch reopens but i dont know what we're supposed to study. whatever. i'll try to finish the atmosphere and environment and sulphuric acid by today.

I AM AMBITIOUS.

because i have already felt the pressure of olvl(only just yesterday>''''''<), i am going to study till i go brain dead today! hmm. aim of the day: 2summaries, 1chi compo, two chapters of chemistry and revision on physics. this is to make up for my slackness during the last few weeks(ohwells, i spent the time on storybooks. =x)
come come, come to me, DETERMINATION! i did ss hmwk ytd and gave up at qns C. =x but anyw i just completed it. :D so it's still some sort of accomplishment? haha.
yea. it's good to give yourself some encouragement as that is suppose to motivate you. LALALA~

MY RESOLUTION FOR JULY-OLVLS:
STUDY, STUDY AND STUDY.

if you're thinking why im blogging though i say i want to be ambitious today:
havent we always read what the professional psychologists or whoever(our parents, teachers, self-help books) said? rewards motivate people. im now experimenting on this theory. :D blogging is like the reward i have given myself after completing that ss hmwk. haha =) that's why i blog more when im working hard. hee :D:D:D

OK THAT WAS A WHOLE LOAD OF CRAP.
WHY CANT I STOP GIVING MYSELF EXCUSES?! >'''''''''<

ROSSELLINI IS GOING TO DO HER HOMEWORK NOW. BYEBYE! :D

2007-06-16T23:04:00.000+08:00

my family and auntie, uncle and some cousins went vacation at SENTOSA on thursday. i dont suppose it's a family outing; it doesnt feel like it. anyw the 'vacation' was somehow fun becos my cousins were there to play with me. BUT i missed the fun at guzheng gathering. too bad. =x

though i insisted that we shld play at the beach in the morning while it was high tide at sea and that the water is clean. however, the adults thought that the sun could cook all of us so they decided to go somewhr else instead. my mum and aunt werent like singaporeans. LOL. they asked around and made sure everyone was going the right way. i was convinced my mummy had become a real auntie that day. haha. other than the beach, i had not been to other places in sentosa for mayb a decade. we went to take luge and skyride. while i played LUGE, i was reminded of my aim of getting a driving licence at 18! LOL. the skyride was cool. :D i was afraid that my shoes might dropped into the 'forest' and so kept them in my bag. haha, i dont suppose i can count the number of stupid things i do everyday. there are too many. =/\/\/\

we went touring around the island looking for more thrills(apparently, sentosa isnt very thrilling to me. but nvm, it's developing. wait for genting worlds. hee). ate and checked into the hotel, RASA SENTOSA RESORT. apparently we got a room facing the greens which the staff claimed was the "hill view". whatever. cldnt even spot any monkeys! >.< (i thought they only wanted to reserve the sea view for tourists. bullies, haiz x.x) afterwhich, we went for another LUGE and skyride ride before finally heading to the beach. xy and i didnt want to get soak for some reasons. my cousins and i buried xh in the sand. haha, everyone was enjoying themselves. as jw and my brothers wanted to play in the pool(they dont like the sea -.o), we were left to play at the beach. :D we looked into the sky and spotted a rainbow! i think i hvnt seen one for years! then we made our way towards the little bridge(towards the rainbow), even though it was kinda drizzling. the drizzle didnt last long. we decided to look for the adults and when i turned back to see the rainbow once more, it was gone. why do all good things come to an end?

at night the main item was the 'magical fountain', songs of the sea. most of us found the live cast too extra. LOL. and as expected, the storyline was lame. but the show was good. i like the fireworks. :D my uncle drove around looking for subway(dinner) but when we finally reach, to our disappointment, it was closed -.o went to koufu instead. at tht time, many stalls were closed and we were also left with not many choices. >.<
played pool at the hotel recreational corner. i was so noob; i didnt put in enough strength. haha, the game seemed to last forever. when my aunt and family went home, my cousins and i wandered around that corner. we played the miniature soccer game and it was such a laugh. LOL. then my cousins and bro played the rocking horse which was obviously too small to fit them.

the next day, we had breakfast and left since it was raining. gosh, i dont like the rain. it stops me from walking home. sigh. i shall post the pictures later when i get them from my aunt. she's at thailand alr. it's like she has teleported. blahblah..

2007-06-09T19:56:00.000+08:00

booshitsxzssxzsxszssxz.
my homework's not even half done, and i dont even want to look at it.
i have not been mugging like a sec4 student, and im guilty about it. SORRY, ME! now im revising magnetism and i duno wad i shld do next. probably e.geog? i only like to read and revise... but not practise and write. so lazy huh! cant stand myself. >.<

holidays are the best time for storybooks. so i have spent the past 2 weeks reading, one bk per week. im gonna read harry potter and the half blood prince which i bought recently in week3. bk7 is coming soon! clara, have you placed your order?!!!
anyw, i suppose i will be glued to hp6 and that means i will revise and write less. shucckks. why cant i have at least 30hrs a day?! then i can have 6hrs more of peaceful time when my brothers are asleep. and so i will be able to do hmwk and such with no disruptions. urghhh, whatever.

GSS is on and i dont think i can be left out! T.T i want to go on a shopping spree(ok, it's not like i have so much money to spend.. but you know, GIRLS! =s)! i told chenyu i wanna go bowling, watch movies and shop. she said those are things we do after OLVLS. haiz. ya lo, OOOOO levels. all because of OLVLS, i dont like school that much anymore(but now i still hope we can have more remedials).
i have finally watched PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN3! greeeaaattt movieeee. im looking forward to watching more moives! who feels generous now huhhhh? (:(:

vector worms are cuteee :D LOL

2007-06-06T21:22:00.000+08:00

I made a mistake
and i regret

i should have
i should not have turned away
and walk to you, smiling
i wanted to say, but i held back
again

i watched you from behind
you didnt turn back
why

im sorry

i hoped you would turn back

2007-06-03T13:48:00.000+08:00

HOME ALONE
i feel like going nowhere and stay right here at home.

these few days i havent been sleeping well. i have insomnia and my mother suspects that its due to stress. BUT... it's holidays, so why am i so stressed?!
i dont like to be forced to do things. i dont like restrictions i guess. i have done revision on my own, did amaths sums and practised tackling essay qns. however i have not done my homework.
wad is wrong with me?

im always hungry when im at home. that sucks
urgh, and i feel like eating subway chocolate chip cookies now. =x

maybe we are both confused.

2007-05-25T23:19:00.000+08:00

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL
it's not like we aint attending sch again, but that june holidays are here!
semester 1, over. term 2, over. today is special. mr foo had told all teachers to not teach in class only for today. YAY. =D moreover, ECHNG IS ABSENT. HAHA! 4/3's got triple english period free of her and we were sooooo happy! heh
blim showed us the ranking list for all the subjects. as expected, the top students came from our class. (haa, but i was not among the top- my MYE results suck >.< ) kiangee got 97 for physics! when was the last time we saw such a no on our results slip?! haha, now she's got a nickname "physics goddess". LOL. well, before that 'special' assembly, mr pandian came into our class. AND HE WANTS TO SEE MY MUMMY TML! =x he wanna complain that i keep sleeping in class! but well, i dont sleep during his lessons alright? does he know that i sleep alot during chem? but tht wld be ms wasson's problem alr right. urgh. suay. =/

since today was is the last day of semester 1, almost every uniform group had their last parade(for seniors). i thought it was so funny cos the whole canteen, foyer and parade sq was crowded with people of different uniforms. cca cohesion? haha. guzheng had our farewell 'party' for mdm wong too! awww.... MDM WONG WE WILL MISS YOU! well, we kinda celebrated the honour of getting a gold award for syf too. some people gave mdm wong cards. the SYF team gave her a bonsai! hee :D AND i made mango pudding for her!

INTER-CLASS NETBALL
haha. despite the fact that im still ill, i decided to play today. somehow playing netball makes me feel better. this yr's we've got 2 boys, zhihao and alvin, in our team. jinghui, andrea, chenyu, mayyan and i took turns to play. we kinda banned jiatying from getting onto the court. haa
but anyw, we lost all three matches. HAHA. it doesnt really matter to me... cos participating was fun! BUT... somehow i wasnt very lucky on the court. i got hit by netball at my left eye and im worried tht there're be an ugly bruise tml! >.< sometimes while running, i fell cos duno-wad-i-cannt-remember. LOL. then there's this guy from 3/2(i think) who kept apologising for duno-wad. haha. watched other classes play as well... some of the guys were so tall they dont even need to aim to shoot(exaggerated!). hee. thankyou 4/11 for cheering for 4/3!

overall, i think inter-class netball is really great!!(if you disregard the sweating part! =P)

2007-05-21T21:31:00.000+08:00

IM DESPERATE BECAUSE I HAVE TO PRESENT A SPEECH TML AND I HAVE YET PICKED A TOPIC TO WRITE ON. IMDEADIMDEADIMDEADIMDEADIMDEADIMDEAD.

HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!! >:(

2007-05-14T18:59:00.000+08:00

I CANT BELIEVE IT'S 14TH MAY TODAY. like.. i rmb about one month ago yeechin and i were buying the MAY magazines at clementi? but it seems like tht was just ytd! how time flies! the june issues are waiting to be sold at magazine stands alr! NHGZ needs to an official celebration for getting a gold. but now it seems like everyone has forgotten.. or probably not?
exams are really driving people crazy. goodness! we have been taking 2 papers everyday for 3weeks? WOW that's almost a month! there're two science paper 1s tml and nothing can get into my head. i think im crazy. HAHA.

MAY IS SOOOO 'ACTION-PACKED'. there are soooo many great movies!
and im cant wait for PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN- AT WORLD'S END to start showing!!!! :D haa. watched spiderman 3 on 5may. it was AWEEEESOMEE! but...spiderman isnt quite a hero in the show? his friend was, but he died, so spiderman became the hero?. LOL.
i wanna watch BRIDGE TO TERABITHIA, SHREK3 AND THE OTHER GREAT MOVIES TOO! hee.
OHH! my brother's voice is soo deep now i cant get used to it! >.<

today
it was morning and everyone was still studying the text. then i slammed my file and looked at wuyi
me: it's so funny. people of my level calls me Rossellini while my juniors call me Ming Min.
wuyi: haha, mingmin bi jiao rong yi jiao ba
me: ARGHH!!! I MISSS MY JUNIORSSSSSSSS!!!!!!
wuyi: haha you're so random.

i miss the guzheng family!

YES! the cultural pot tickets!
THERE ARE 150 CULTURAL POT TICKETS FOR SALE! BUY FROM ME AND YOU WILL BECOME A HERO BECAUSE GZENSEMBLE NEEDS TO SELL THEM ALL TO BE ABLE TO PERFORM!
do let me know if you're interested in buying the tickets. we seriously need your help! email me or anything! thankyouverymuch! :DD

2007-05-08T17:13:00.000+08:00

CAMP LAZLO is amusing.
"what do you know about love lazlo?"
"THERE'LL BE FIREWORKS!"

ok, that's a new cartoon series on cartoonnetwork. i dont watch, but the adverts and previews just make you wanna laugh. cos lazlo's in love with some prehistoic MUTATED DINOSAUR? haha :D
watching cartoons help relieve stress. LOL

mugging is wad im supposed to do, but i guess i can steal some time to blog.. if not, i'll really die of stress man. the papers this mid-year are all killers. the most terrible thing about this exam is that it spans over 3-4weeks. sianzxszxzszxszxszsxzsxszszxszsxsxszszszxszsz! im gonna flunk my emaths for sure. i didnt do so many qns. =X didnt revise or do practise questions. shucks.
i kinda get mental block for every paper. cos everytime the paper was in front of me, my mind went blank and wad i had rmb-ed didnt come to me. my brain cldnt twist and get an ans. i even forgot cathode is connected to the negative terminal! i felt like sleeping though i hvnt finish the paper. chicken essence wasnt of much help either =(

alright. i hope the physics paper aint too tricky tml. JIAYOU everyone :D

2007-04-30T19:47:00.000+08:00

3 DAYS TO MYE.

i cant wait for olvls to come. this year, Os examinations are brought so much forward. i think it's good news. imagine you having your Olvls while your juniors are still having lessons and then while your holidays start early, they struggle for EOY exams! in the past, the seniors have to come back to sch during HOLIDAYS for exams... poor thing. but our period of misery will be so much shorter! woots.

BUT. i cant seem to cope with mid-year. i suddenly forget how to do derivatives! how terrible can that be! the subject which i can rely on most is probably chemistry.
bio is killing me. there are so many terms to remember. O.O those funny terms like SPHYGMOMANOMETER and HERMAPHRODITE are horrible, esp when my spelling sucks. then there are very similar-sounding terms like AFFERENT, EFFERENT and ARTERIOSCLEROSIS, ATHEROSCLEROSIS which damn confusing. i cannt stand it when biologists give a particular thing 2 names... eg. ATRIA is also known as AURICLES. it's even irritating when the terms have singular and plural forms... like MYCELIUM(singular) and MYCELIA (plural). sometimes people say that my name is hard to rmb or spell... they hvnt learn about bacteria like LACTOBACILLUS BULGARICUS and STREPTOCOCCUS THERMOPHILUS! LOL. ohh right... sometimes biologists try to make their/our lives easier by introducing abbreviations like FSH which stands for Follicle Stimulating Hormone.
URGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

on the contrary, chemistry is so much more interesting. chemists are kinder in a way such that they dont ask us to write AVOGADRO CONSTANT but instead, MOLE. wad a pretty short and familiar 4-letter word. :) even so, when we write mole as a unit, we can emit the E so that mole becomes a 3-letter word- mol. HAHA. besides, chemistry is so colourful! transition metals, which have more than one oxidation state, changes colour as their oxidation no. changes. hee :D

i just received a second postcard from my cousin. I SO MISS HER! she has been to Vatican city and BARCELONA alr! haha. :D:D:D:D:D:D
since tml is a holiday, i shall attempt to 'mug'. sigh!!!!!
i rmb the first word i learnt to spell was APPLE. however it has a scientific name called MALUS. apple and malus both consists of 5 letters. but why did people choose APPLE to be used commonly?
HOMOSAPIENS are really weird.

BEST WISHES FOR MID-YEAR EXAMS! :D
for muggers: HAPPY MUGGING

2007-04-21T21:14:00.000+08:00

4 days to GUZHENG SYF.

12 DAYS TO MYE.

2007-04-20T23:19:00.000+08:00

SPORTS DAY!

MINJIE IS MY JUNIOR AND SHE ROCKS! HAHA. she took part in the c.div 100m, 200m and 4x100m events and got gold for all that she had joined! CONGRATULATIONS! (guzheng members can run ok!)

had subway for lunch with leticia, chenyu, vivian and andrea. then we rushed to the clementi stadium. we were late for like 10mins. haa. i was low in confidence before the events started. vivian said she cld see that i was nervous on the bus! yea, my heart was thumping unusually fast and i kept having stomachache.

i didnt talk much before running the 200m dash. mommiie was having syf so she cldnt run =(. anyw i met competitors(stella and zi xin) who runs this event every year. that made me more nervous because this is the first time i took part in 200m! i tried to get rid of all those unnecessary thoughts. so when the gun banged! i sprinted all the way and there! MY FIRST EVER GOLD TROPHY. :D (exc napfa award) i was so relieved and proud of myself. thankyou everyone who cheered for me. i heard you. :D while i was in the tend, i saw blim. she stared at me and i thought she wanted me to tuck in shirt. then she smiled, which got me stupefied. she walked towards and i bowed slightly, still wondering wad she wanted to do. and then she shook my hands and congratulate me. LOL! funny luh!
this year, prize-giving was between events.stella, zi xin and i went to gather and waited some time for our turn. then some tcher came to tell us that the VIP hadnt reach. O.O erm! why do VIPS have a tendency to be late for such events?! LOL. yea, so i went back to class. soon, relays started. wenhang leticia andrea and i didnt make it for the top 3. we were the 4th. jajagagaaja... there were some slips when i took over the baton. i was the first runner for 4x400m. when i came back, leticia was so pressurised that she cried! she got me so worried! but SHE DID IT! and she helped us each got a bronze medal! haha.. congrats to all winners!

the teachers' race was so popular so many pupils gathered near the track. we sat in some small tent. haha. there were a teachers who sprint damn fast! haha. when it was prize-giving again for the relays, we saw mryeo and told him we saw him warming up blahblah. he complained that he is fat and cant run. i suggested some environmentally-friendly exercises he cld do. HAHAHA :P the weather was like... cut out just for our sports day. at some times it drizzled but immediately after all the events, it really rained! WAHAHA...

after the rain i requested blim to take pics with 4/3. she was so ENTHUSIATIC!!! she was like "you want me to take photos with you all?! huh?! but im wearing this!" actually she was wearing capri and running shoes, so it was appropriate attire. -.- after photo-taking, she wanted us to run. the girls followed her and the guys ran in the other direction. Hee. that was so fun and memorable. we cheered for blim and kept screaming.

anyw, mr pandian looks young today. HAHA. andrea and i actually told him that. he was so happy man! mdm surin didnt wear the NANHUA SOCKS that she had promised. she complained that they were too thick. LOL. teachers have to really exp wad we exp before they can really understand! yesss, the school's so stingy this year. it was scratched when i put in my bag!!! urgh. :( MRCHAN SAID HE WAS PROUD OF ME FOR GETTING A GOLD TROPHY IN MY LAST YEAR IN NH. :D im grateful that he discovered my potential in running two years ago! his encouragement got me onto the tracks! THANKYOUVERYMUCH MRCHAN! :D:D:D

I LOVE SPORTS DAY!

not to forget, TODAY IS EARTH DAY! let's be reminded of stewardship! ;D

2007-04-16T21:53:00.000+08:00

COUNTDOWN: 17 DAYS TO MID-YEAR EXAMS(not paper 1s)

i dont like to be reminded of the mye. freaks me out totally. mye reminds me of the tests i have flunked recently, which is so disheartening. there are so much revision to be done and i have little motivation to study. my house is so noisy i cannot concentrate. i can simply open the text and stare at it blankly for a few hours. then after flipping through the notes and text, i'd realise i have not absorb much. booshitzxsszzsszsx. echng's load of hmwk drives me crazy and now i really detest tests and exams. there's not much joy in revising anymore. doing homework and attending lessons now to me are chores. no more anticipation. =(
yea. still, blim reminded us of the mye today. "YOU CAN COUNT YOUR DAYS TO YOUR MID-YEAR EXAMS." alright then. i shall try to make a conscious effort to score? though it's really tough cos i dont really get time for revision. cca, homework and everything. they're driving me crazy mann.

i felt tired the whole day but i survived through all the double periods answering the teachers' qns and flooding them with qns. in the class i was probably the one interacting with teachers... esp during chem. im surprised ms w actually rmb my name. anyw, i'd caught up with wad i had missed during the last chem lesson(when i slept for a period). i did not miss alot. she revised the extraction of iron again today. :D so yes, im back on track. then she went to to rusting of metals, which she claimed is a very complicated process.

i felt intelligent today. LOL. cos i could answer qns given by blim like... "for 2D, this locus is called a line. so wad do u call this locus for a 3D figure?" ok, the ans is PLANE. sec 2 stuff i think. haha. blim gave us recap on emaths(rate of change, loci, probability). she has already assigned classwork for the next few days when she'll be on full-day courses. no free-period for us of course. but she's very reasonable, unlike ECHNG! im so sick of ec.

i think my revision has to be more productive. i have been trying to keep my hmwk on task. wad i need now is motivation and a condusive environment to study in.
ohh, apparently mr ng is mr yeo's best friend. he happily told us tht today. ahaha

ohyay. sports day is on friday! ;D

2007-04-03T21:23:00.000+08:00

i could barely stay awake throughout chemistry lessons. the lights were off, the screen pulled down and there was only one person speaking at all times. i was so bored and tired i cldnt resist... PLOP! yea, i slept. urgh...! however i was glad that i was able to answer her random qns after i regain conscious.
aint all she said the same? first about the electrochemical series... then about concentration of ions which affects electrolysis of different products. there's smth about why electrodes are inert and why some are not for certain purposes. we have also learned what happens in electrolysis of aqueous sodium chloride, sulphuric acid etc. the cathode is connected to the negative terminal of the batt while anode is connected to positive terminal. electrons flow and are accumulated in the cathode. hence, the positively charged particles are attracted to it and negatively charged particles to the anode due to potential difference. reduction takes place at the cathode and oxidation at the anode. THERE! :D i listen while i sleep!!!(how did i do that?! LOL)

sec4 life is exhausting. im dying. GWARRR. hmwk is piling and im doing them now, with less conscious effort. besides, there're intolerant teachers like echng .... URGHHHH. wad's the point of completing assignments which are alr due? it's a straight 0, and there are no EXCEPTIONS even if you try to explain. siannnnnnnnn. everyday i can see those dark circles beneath my weary eyes. how to survive through lessons like that?!

anyw. sports heats was held today in NUS. trained for a while during lunch with Leticia and Andrea to get ourselves prepared. still, i was freaked out by the track when we entered the sch. 200m seems like such a long distance. BUT.. i was damn happy when i got 1st for the 200m heats! YAY! my first ever 200m individual event! i shld be able to enter the finals? ohh, mummy was not in the same heats as me. =x i will help her win! :D the relays were pretty ok. 2nd for both. wh, l and a were super tired and we decided to take the 4x400m easy. we got 2nd... but the first team 312 was so far in front of us. LOL.
i need to train...

im gonna set up a blogshop!

2007-03-28T20:09:00.000+08:00

i think im stupid. i always seem to get myself stressed up over small little things like results. i aint in any mood to study or mug now.
i think im stupid. i dont like to do assignments which have due dates. on contrary, i sometimes diligently pick up books to read and do those tys questions.
i think im drained. preparations for SYF seriously tire me out. my grades are not impressive.
i dont like to mug. i think that what is most important is that i understand the theories and know how to apply them.
i dont think i have much time now to revise on the past years' syllabus but i will catch up eventually. after SYF i will have ample time to do revision-test papers, tys, notes etc.
i have always mark OLEVELS in caps. and i dont play around with tests and exams. all i need is time and something to keep me refreshed... like chocolates.

ok, i promise i will work hard after SYF, though i already am.
alright, i will work hard intelligently. ;p

2007-03-27T22:24:00.000+08:00

This pictures are wonderful-
beautifully coloured and highly defined.

im totally not in the i-want-to-study-because-i-want-to-score kinda mood. =(
drained.

2007-03-19T23:07:00.000+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS TO MY SISTER, ISABELLA, WHO PASSED THE FIRST ROUND OF CAMPUS SUPERSTAR AUDITON! :D

i put purple because this is gay news AHAHA. ;p

2007-03-17T22:54:00.000+08:00

1. always losing stuff is annoying because usually it's not entirely MY fault but i have to bear the consequences. booshit.

2. i WANT CHOCOLATES.

3. my hmwk are mostly half-done. that is stupid.

4. seventeen mag has an article about EARTH DAY. i wanna get a copy!

5. the hana kimi videos are weird today. they were not fully loaded. wasted so much of my time.

6. i have blisters on my feet :(

7. I WANT TO SCREAM

8. the eng compo we are supposed to write is so cliched and primary-school-liked. SIANSXZSXZSSZXZSSXZ

9. i am TIRED. GWARRRRRR

10. BUT i am going to continue doing hmwk.

BYEBYE.

2007-03-15T23:52:00.000+08:00

OOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
THIS IS MY 101TH post! i know people usually celebrate their 100th post, but i just realise that. so, HAPPY 101POST:D HAHA. YAY to blogging. blogging improves fluency in writing. heeheeeheheheheeeeeeee. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

guzheng for today. becos some people were having lessons while CCA shld be put as first priority, ranie suggested that we go drag our members out of their classes. haha... and we first headed straight to pull zhiwen out. huiting said our approach looked dangerous. LOL. it was quite a relaxed practice session. after playing the guzheng for a while, we went to watch the video of our rehearsal(tues) in AVA ROOM. ;p

having watching hana kimi on youtube. guess i need to finish the whole serial asap! youtube has been sued! and who knows when it will disappear. i cldnt get into youtube just know and it totally freaked me out! luckily mom.E. came to my rescue. LOL. anyw, i think that ella and wuzun are not compatible =x oops da dong is damn cute and funny. WAHAHA..

as a serious e.geog student i could not stop worrying how the earth will become in the future. i learnt from the news that the world's population will increase to 90B in 2050. that is only 43YEARS AWAY. we will still be living and i do not wish to witness the end of the world. ok, TOUCH WOOD touchwood. =/ however, imagine... with US's energy consumption alr so high, and as development of MANY countries taking place, energy and food consumption will increase rapidly, stressing on earth's resources. then... as the population ages, the old needs special care and all the resources which do not bring much returns. AND unfortunately man will have to work till about 70years old? OMG.
if man doesnt come up with alternatives....
alright. and think about the unusual weather and natural phenomenom. longer winter seasons in some countries, occasional earthquakes, increased sea levels and drier air. the richer will get richer because they get all the benefits(blame it on human's development) and the poor will get poorer. many will find it hard to break away from poverty cycle. if people developed and rural-to-urban migration cases increase in some big countries, then....! because we will lose our sources of staple food. then imagine paying 10cents for every grain you eat. and even if you pay $200 for a bowl of rice you still wont be filled because everyone is fighting to live. and you are among the 90B people. WOOOOAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!

human beings are selfish. but there's no equality in life right?
haizzzzzzzzz........ less forests, less trees, ecology imbalance, lack of fresh air, and then all people possess is money. wad will the earth become?

im not pessimistic. im just analysing the earth's situation...
LOVE THE EARTH. :D

2007-03-11T21:25:00.000+08:00

OHYAY. i finally have a hairstyle since i last attempted to cut my own fringe. grrr. it failed of course and almost every other day after that day was BAD HAIR DAY. ahaha. huiting shall stop making funny faces at my hair and i shall not pout at bad fringe. had my fringe cut at lakeside for only $2. supercalifragilistically-good deal. :D

went to work at annkway association with my cousins. our job was to only type the serial numbers and voting numbers and stuff in excel. that was easy job. done in a few minutes, and we'd got $80 at hand. LOL. though tht's inferior as compared to wad bill gates get every second, i think it's as good as a doctor's hour pay. hee.
went shopping with wendy(ong) at orchard. i finally used part of my borders gift card which i won last year in the stock challenge. bought "FALSE IMPRESSION" Jeffrey Archer which inspired me before common tests. then we wandered around aimlessly.

HOLIDAYS is in CAPITAL. why? cos it's time for us to reflect-and-'regret'-slacking-too-much-in-term1-then-target-higher-but-before-we-achieve-we- gotta-start-working-hard. holidays are homework marathons and remedial 'packages' in disguise! homework will become my boyfriend for this whole week and i have to even dream of how to do misc ex or compre when i sleep. booshit. =x my schedule is so full i dont even get to read false impression. -.o haiz. on the bright side...THE WORSE HAS YET TO COME. life will get tougher(the worse will come). so smile for now? =D

all i can rmb:
-amaths misc 15,16,17
-hcl compo
-hcl workbook 4A(ex1,2) ; 4B(ex16,17,21)
-english compo
-eng compre
-chem SPA skill 3
-chem tys
-chem revision worksheet
-ss worksheet
-emaths loci
-a maths tys(not urgent)
-emaths tys(not urgent)
and...

english workshop and maths remedial tml. GWARRRRRR
no use ranting on like this. off to finish the misc ex. bye. have a hopeful mr bean holiday(which is quite impossible). ;p

2007-03-08T21:37:00.000+08:00

ANNUAL ROAD RUN 2007
no school and all sun today. i decided to run. wendy lent me her shoes and i got into TOP 10. HOORAY :D the run seemed to end so fast today. haha. for the last few hundred metres i sprinted all the way and cut about 3 people. hee :)
there are 5 girls and 1 boy from 4/3 who got into top20 for cross country race. :D
joanne did a very good job this year. yes, and my mommy too :D
congrats to leticia, andrea, jinghui, vannessa, huiting, ahma js, dionne and joyce (sec4 girls) as well. ohh! not forgetting LIN LAOSHI who got third!
thankyou all who cheered for me! thankyou thankyou!!! xP

8th position!

SMILEYS :D

after running there was the inter-class. the first game we played with 408 and we were defeated terribly. LOL. our class boys who took part in the soccer also got kicked out in the first rounds. it's ok, cos wad matters most is that 4/3 took part in the games. wahaha. after that we were kinda bathed in the sun. many got sunburnt(they say they became roasted chickens. AHAHAA). awww...some got red nose(JOHN!) and some got red cheeks. whatever on them turns red, all are HOT. haha.. JEAN lent me her sunblock and saved me from being a 'roasted chicken' HAHA =D

some of us wandered around that place and sitting down to watch people play either soccer or netball. the soccer match between 4/9 and 4/10 was most popular. LOL. then gathered to collect medal. the teachers made us sit under the sun for like 30mins?! waaaa.... im now BLACK and my hair is BURNT!!! =x hoho.

wahaha. my dad bought a whole carton of ribena ytd and i brought a packet to reward myself after run today. ;D me love ribena!

last time taking part in nh road run. =o

yes not forgetting my beloved cousin, xuanhao: HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :P
try again next year alright? i'll cheer for u.hee

2007-03-06T18:45:00.000+08:00

GREATEST EVENT OF THE DAY: THREE ENGLISH PERIOD FREE OF E.CHNG
some were screaming, some jumping and all smiling. yes we know english is important, but we are spared of writing and listening today. PLUS.. my group presentation(supposedly next week) may be postponed. HAHA. however i dont think echng will let us off this easily. she wld probably ask us to write a journal about wad we did during the free lessons. well, 4/3 managed the time properly of course. people were either doing maths or HCL. wahaha. :D

teachers are booking us for the holidays already. sec4 life is so uninteresting. ohh, it's MARCH alr? time flies mann. 7weeks to mid-year. so start 'MUGGING' people.

the earth is dying. unusual weather(fast changes in weather), flooding and even EARTHQUAKES. i believe development is to be blamed. human beings are really selfish. how long can we stay on this planet?

how do i put the cbox up? =x can anybody help? thanks

2007-03-05T22:50:00.000+08:00

HAHA. i fixed it! hee :D replaced that mess with this skin. credits to the person who had done this. bwahaha. wait a while for the cbox. im still figuring on that(mayb i do need pro help-.o). LOL. i feel pro..ok not really. cos im now struggling with this non-Cambridge amaths sum. derivatives. JAGAJAGAAGAJAGAJA.

candid: craigven caught this while i said ESKI-M-O!

2007-03-05T21:24:00.000+08:00

ok people i dont know why! i came to see my blog and had the greatest shock of my life! where had my doves and flowers gone?! just heck that for now. wait till i find time to ask for professional help or when i fix this by myself. ok it seems that the image is no longer on the web, thus it cannot appear on my blog. BUT WHY DO THEY HAVE TO PUT THAT STUPID FROG THERE?! urgh.. damn ugly i dont even want to visit my blog. sorry sorry.

maybe it's time for me to change a blogskin? HAHA.

after being in nanhua for 4years, i really want to say that the toilet paper sucks. it isnt 5-star at all. i think they are just papers that are recycled for too many times. too think i actually say this after four years. -.- luckily the flush systems are doing alright now, so the toilet isnt too scary for use. :S

2007-02-25T16:02:00.000+08:00

i was reading the english handouts just now when i came across an article which criticizes the use of BIG BOMBASTIC WORDS. can anyone tell me what "let your EXTEMPORANEOUS DESCANTINGS and UNPREMEDITATED EXPATIATIONS have INTELLIGIBILITY and VERACIOUS VIVACITY, without RODOMONTADE or THRASONICAL BOMBAST. SEDULOUSLY avoid all POLYSYLLABIC PROFUNDITY, POMPOUS PROLIXITY, PSITTACEOUS VACUITY, VENTRILOQUIAL VERBOSITY, and VANILOQUENT VAPIDITY. Shun DOULE-ENTENDRES, PRURIENT JOCOSITY, and PESTIFEROUS PROFANITY, OBSCURANT or APPARENT." MEANS? this example given seemed so Greek to me. according to the journalist, it is part of business-writing. WOA. O.O the journalist was also shooting at TTDurai for using ponderous substitutes which misled someone less educated. ADULTS. -.o
big words always give impressions of profundity. but sometimes sentences too big makes readers lose interest, just like the bold one above. ahaha.

there were different kinds of model essays in the handouts. i like Jeffrey Archer's "false impressions". it was action-packed and movie-liked. i inspire to write something like that tml. all the suspense and sadistic kinda action scenes. the primary school kinda compositions are boring but i was told that Cambridge markers actually like them. DANG.knock my head on the wall mann.
i write better for narratives and need more practice on expository. those factual essays are too factual and it's like answering social studies SEQ. but come to think of it, expository are more realistic and useful in JC. i have to take more risks in writing!

it's so sad that i do not have as much chinese handouts as the english ones. i do not have the compo guides too. haiz. im desperate to score in chinese! I MUST DO WELL FOR OLVLS HCL. or i wld have wasted all my time on hcl... gwarr.. well, i hope i can write something good tml for HCL compo too.

COMMON TESTS. ALL THE BEST PEOPLE :D

2007-02-21T21:45:00.000+08:00

the moment leticia came to me to get her hair tied, she pouted and sighed, saying that she hasnt common test. i was totally stunned. COMMON TESTS... COMMON TESTS... ohshit this word hasnt come across my mind. she asked with so worriedly that her worries worry me too. COMMON TESTS. it is the next CAPITAL LETTERS in sec4. O.O

i brought loads of food to school today. my house is packed with goodies... bak gwa, pineapple tarts, chocolates, sweets, oranges etc. and i dont think we can finish them without getting a sore throat or wadevr. haha. i shared the cookies and walnut cake with ppl in my class. clara chenyu jiatying and zh(who really loves everything edible :p) love the cookies. the cookies were gone so fast that i didnt have to bring them next door for huiting or carissa. HAHA.

i felt super tired during every lesson cos i havent been sleeping well during the holidays. yea. surin was like 'it's only 9am and you're already struggling to stay awake. how do you survive the rest of the day?!" yea. she's right. i cld hardly stay awake for all the lessons esp maths. even now as i type i feel super sleepy, and im still not done with the stupid journal. wad can i write?! LOL.
arghhhh.

elaine chng didnt come today. 4/3 was screaming hooray and xinyue was like "how come today's english is not a 3-period lesson?!' seriously, who can stand a few minutes with her in class? i didnt do well for both e and amaths test. my emaths paper is so messy i cannt even understand my own handwriting. FYI, i was half-asleep while doing tht paper. expected results anyw =x i wldnt play with common tests this time. >.< i promise.

after sch huiting went down to the canteen with me. surprisingly, we saw no other seniors(our batch) there. rare sight. LOL. cos usually we wld expect to find zhiwen and xinyi sitting down eating lunch. haha. ht and i werent hungry so i went to find mommiie with joanne. haha. they were doing pressure wrksht and then turned to ask me a qns when i realised i need to revise physics badly. PRESSURE. it seems easy but i dont have the confidence. haha, talking abt physics, i suddenly think of mr pandian. when i was walking to my class in the morning he came down from the stairs and then smiled at me. then i gave him the o.O look. HAHA! funny. :D
ohyea, anyw i sat down thr and me and elaine talked abt her bag.

me : is this your bag?
E: yea
me: you shldnt use this bag; it is non-biodegradable. use something made of wood :D
E: (laughs amusingly) WAAAAAA.... USE WOOD....
me: why do you need to carry such a big bag?
E: hey! u duno that time when i was pregnant with you, i had to carry big bags. if not how to put all the pampers?!
me: i dont need pampers when im in ur womb! （laughs very hard)
E: u duno that time it rained and there was thunder. WHO KNOWS WHEN YOU WILL POP OUT. HAHA
joanne: huh?!

LOL. that;s my mom. wahahahaa. how ridiculous can we get? hee. huiting was laughing so hard she hit my... again. -.- HAHA! seriously, girls are so wonderful. we can actually link a bag to pampers and then thunder!!! no wonder girls are better at oral. :D

2007-02-21T21:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR Y'ALL! :D
it's still not late to say tht ;P

i have enjoyed chinese new year so far cos it was quite a long break(fri-tues) and cos i ignored my hmwk. who in the right mind would stay at home and do probability and comprehension and journal and graphs when one shld be enjoying once in a year new year? go out somewhr and get more hongbaos luh! besides it aint good to 'du shu' during new year holidays? LOL

i went arnd to visit my relatives. i love my grandma's hse most. cos that was when i get to see so many ppl and the place so filled with smiles and laughter. then i get to see my cousins all in pretty clothes and there will be loads of rubbish for us to snack! PLUS my uncle who will gamble with us. HAHA. he prepared a whole bag of coins all ready for us to win. :D adults during cny are so generous manns. hee. on the first day i also gathered with my cousins my abt my age and we talked abt career and JCs and polys. i have not planned my future! so it's always good to listen to ppl's experiences and opinions. i like talking to my cousins. nobody's pressurized.

on the second day i had my mummy picked a pair of pants for me. haha. went grandma's hse again. my sixth aunt is so nice. she gave me a whole container of homemade pineapple tarts becos i love the ones she bakes. :D i help her advertise. haha. anrd 3, xuanyi wendy xuanbin xuanhao baobao and my brother went to JEC to catch 'JUST FOLLOW LAW'. it was hilarious but the part whr they exchanged bodies was super lame. and jack neo didnt even bother to change them back-.-

after that movie i went to my other aunt's hse. my dearest cousin, HL, HAS LEFT FOR LONDON! i tried hard not to cry when we(aunt's family and i) sent her to the airport. she'll be there with her hubby for 2-3 years! I WILL MISS HER BADLYYY!!!

chu3(i believe some ppl do know codes, like carissa. haha) was interesting cos it was the first time i went arnd to bai nian with my friends. HAHA. it was quite fun except that i was QUITE terribly bullied and 'condemned'. gwarrrr. i also dont like travelling so much. HUITING STILL HASNT KICKED THE BAD HABIT OF SLAPPING MY... alright -.o
we went to quite a few ppl's home and played cards. the girls were very funny(esp geyi) and the silly boys kept laughing at duno-wth-they-think-is-funny. LOL

2007-01-23T23:01:00.000+08:00

i just watched an episode of pokemon master quest which shows the end of a league. Ash had gotten himself in top 8, beating his all-time rival, gary. after a while, misty gets a message from cerulean city: her sister is going overseas and she has to take care of the gym. at the same time, brock has to go back to his own town to run some errands. Ash finally returned misty her bike (which brought them together) and she was really disappointed because ash did not express sadness upon hearing the fact that they would be separated. how she wished nurse joy hvnt got her bike fixed.

misty got lovesick. it's obvious she likes ash as hinted in the previous episodes. she turned and ran down the streets, her eyes brimming with warm tears.

ash, misty and brock walked to a split end together then said goodbye. memories of them having fun together were flashed. after which, they separated, each walking a different path.
! that part was extremely touching. why? why shld they separate after all the times they had gone through? =/ the flashbacks were guilty of making me feel touched. LOL. awww... misty and ash. have you ever heard of misty's love song sung by M2M? someday i shall post the lyrics. :D

m: it's this bike which brought us together.
A: no, i think we meant to be friends.
m: when will be the next time we meet again?
A: soon!
(and they smiled sweetly)

why do good things come to an end?

2007-01-17T20:37:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMIE ELAINE! :D

wad's wrong with my blog(the font).
hmm.. e.geog test tml. have to read up on the extra notes.
tourism is a challenging topic. there are so many things to cover.
and we have a heap of handouts to revise.
i've always heard ppl mention "mug".
so is 'mugging' a real word?

i changed shoes with huishan today.
and i have forgotten to change it back! sorry huishan! =x
anyw, to all the present councillors of nhhs, my cousin said he
had an enjoyable time during the OC. he wants to thank all the OC
people. :D

alright. im going back to my text and handouts.

2007-01-04T18:32:00.000+08:00

SECOND DAY OF SCHOOL!
haha. i cant believe. it's my forth year and i hv those weird feelings cos now i have no seniors and all juniors. i also see juniors wearing long pants. HAHAHAHA. really hilarious. as expected, teachers have been repeating the same line "how much time do you have to prepare yourself for olevels?" that wldnt stop till the day we sit for our papers. yea. OLEVELS. a major exam, cant possibly take it too easy. so we gotta work hard!

hee. a few of my subject teachers have changed. it's mr pandian for physics(good news for 4/3) and ms wasson for chem. im so happy blim, ms khoo and mr yeo are still with us. alright, i also have the same form teachers. surin doesnt want to change the class committee; she gave some funny reasons. urgh. i dont like to be a cleanliness rep! reminding people to do duty makes me look like some irritating auntie. boo. it's the worst position in the committee. suay. :/
we finally finished watching "DIAL 'M' FOR MURDER". HAHA. it's like we've watched that since 2006. lol, even mrseow thought it was funny. 4/3 is located at storey 5. so sadd, i want to climb up to level 6 everyday! cos i'll get the HIGH feeling(nobody's on top of you, heh).

anyw, lessons werent lessons for today. haa. first we had bio. at first surin was slowly going through the notes and diagram of the eyeball and i was happy for a while becos i understand all that. but soon, she began running through the slides and i got disappointed :( just like before: self-study 'luh'. mryeo went through some parts of tourism and then he kept joking. damn funny. he exaggerated tht the sec1 orientation camp will affect the councillors' mood and so they had plead him to postpone. so he has NO CHOICE but to accept. ok, so lame.i dun get how he can joke without laughing himself. i cant do tht. LOL. then every other small parts of tourism he wld find smth else to joke abt.

then MR PANDIAN came in after recess. he said alot and made us realise we're really rushing against time for physics. that's sad. 2007: SYF, OLEVELS, SO MANY SUBJECTS! all the CAPITAL LETTERS, they're scaring me. have to plan well. hmm.. i see the potential in him as a teacher, so hopefully there's more than low A for physics! :D im so looking forward to it.
ASSembly was blim's talk on the moral values: courteous and righteousness. alright, the mike thing and girl-talk was interesting.(haa, cannt reveal the part abt girl-talk, hoho)

mr chng is still not happy with us. the moment she step into 4/3, she started screaming like she always do. whatever, i think she's overreacting... scolding us cos we dont reply or greet loud enough? anyw, we did something like twisting tales and she gave us a handout(story of little red riding hood). how interesting, that was a POLITICALLY CORRECT FAIRYTALE. i paired up with wenhang and we had to twist the ending. we gave the ending to totally ridiculous twist. we made a lawyer appear and then sue the wood-cutter(preferred to be called log-fuel technician) for attempting to violate animal(the wolf) rights(he wanted to cut open its body to save grandma). IT'S SO HARD TO BE WRITE POLITICALLY RIGHT. YOU HAVE TO BE SENSITIVE TO THE WORDS YOU CHOOSE. wenhang got quite irritated with me for i kept trying to think of better sentences. hee. ohyea. and finally, the wood-cutter lost the case and the wolf was granted a lifetime of fruits, and he became a herbivore. that was politically right :D
THE TWIST WE GAVE SHOWS THT WE REALLY TWISTED OUR BRAINS.

im so excited abt the new bus service 185 i told many ppl who live near me! WAHAHA! a direct bus from my estate to sch! too good to be true!!!
oh, my cousin's in 1/3! my sec1 class in 2004! yay

alright, to be nice, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAMIEN! :D
and stop asking that qns huh.