Monday, November 28, 2005
mac breakfast with jasmine and xiaowei today. there was a very bian tai man who changed his seat 3 times and he kept looking at US. eeks. shucks. we were sitting inside and sometimes we glared at him. but he just sips his coffee anad kept looking. OMG. so pervert la. he looks decent leh. when we finally decide to tell the manager; we stood up and he stared at us with a stupid face and hurried off. ARH! he's dangerous!
walked to sch. then huiting and i went to the library! again! i flipped through the bk of knowledge. i read smth abt the Mendel's law of heredity. the breed reproduced by a tall plant and a short plant will be 1/4 PURE tall, 1/4 PURE short and 1/2 HYBRIDS. interesting? o.o
im goin there more often! omg. IM IN LOVE WITH THE BOOKS OF KNOWLEDGE.
then we went back to gz room. watched zhen ning and wei long play gz. they were so violent. O.O i wonder how many strings they've broken ehh. but they ARE SO PRO! after gz yang lu and i rushed to jp and watched harry potter with 14 ppl! yes! two`three buddies..! harry potter and the gof is ok. but i doubt those who hvnt read the bk will understand wad the show is talking abt. LOL. then they went to arcade. I CANT COS IM WEARING FULL SCH UNIFORM. argh!
huishan went to snoopy hse with me and latr clara and xinyue joined us. walked arnd. and JESSIE'S IN LOVE. haha. she's wearing pink shorts and pink socks and shoes. and her shirt has sexy holes manns... HAHAHA.. =D
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9:25 PM
Saturday, November 26, 2005
EVIDENTLY I HAVE OFFENDED SOMEONE WHOM I SHLDNT HAD. BUT WHAT DID I DO?
im so feeling down and i wish the whole world would shut and listen to me. nobody actually knows wad's happening in my life. but if anyone who is bu shuang with me can come right in front of me and talk it straight.
why do ppl always want to make my life miserable when im always lending ppl a hand and forcing myself to smile? my mum says she shld nvr be too good to somebody. i finally get her meaning. to annoymous: i hope u know that it hurts to say that. come talk right in my face, at least it's mre courteous.
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7:57 PM
Friday, November 25, 2005
BigPigHead
if anyone feel offended, im sorry. i hv no idea wad im talking abt or wad im doing. i sincerely apologise. PLS FORGIVE ME. take me as a big pig head and someone stupid la. i talking nonsense and nobody can make sense of wad im talking abt.
btw, one of my junior coming nan hua cos she put nh as first choice as she hand in form liao. =x and my other juniors also coming to NAN HUA OPEN HOUSE! o ya, the details...
NHHS OPEN HSE 26TH NOV 9AM-4PMand i found out that i suck at running. i did badly today. so i may consider getting out of cross country team. haiz.i dno wad i talking la.
seniors n i hv collected our guzheng tees. i tell u it is rather FUNNY. and i've brought up the issues of concern of guzheng's welfare.
YES! SPEAK UP! we are lacking of funds... we are neglected... we're nt united. and we need a two days day camp, some concern frm the sch and recognition frm the family. arghh! wad was i talking abt manns? omg o.o
EEEEEE.... i cant download patch(maple)! SAVE ME! IM GOIN CRAZY!
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10:48 PM
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
filming today! i took train and walked to sch. lucky i brought my umbrella. then i met chenyu in the canteen. i went to peep into the media hub... dint see mr chiu there so i went to classrm 207 with cy. she said they're practising cheer but they werent when im there x.x then i went off to media hub again(mrchiu there).
started filming with walking up the stairs. EEEKKS. i hate walking most when filming cos i dun get to open my mouth. T.T blah. then after that the running scene and the kung fu part! haha.. mr chiu went to get trolley and me and sacha were very siao. i poked her! haha... she tried to poke me but im nt afraid! LOL... so we started fighting! LOL. jump. kick. punch. turn. twist! KUNG FU US! HAHAHAA... we were rather mad. wahahaha... then yp stupid kachiao us and then recorded the part when i jumped up high and say im 2m tall. oops =x they were laughing lyk mad laa. but i'll shoot! 170cm enuf la! o.o
then we went to the toilet scene. LOL. so many ppl squeezing in the toilet. tt part vy funny laa. my last dialouge was, "wad do u want frm me?" then junming will say he want the bag then i say," Give it to u la, STUPID," slamming the bag onto the grnd and stomp off. HAHA. damn funny laa. then creative me squeezed my brain juices and thot of an idea... junming will hug the bag and jump arnd lyk mad. so sad sacha nt there. yp and i kept laughing. OMG. and senior Eling oso need to control herself nt to laugh! ahahaa... but junming nt usually tt mad so he cant do the idiotic laugh we want. in the end just jump arnd and then feel lyk he's the king lykdat. OMG. must see must see. but cannt show it to the whole sch. i'll bcome vy malu de. haha.
bb laa. hope u tag after this =)
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11:43 PM
Saturday, November 19, 2005
An Nyung Ha Se Yo! watashi wa yapu meimei des.
-mix of korean language n jap
just in case if u're wondering wad is yapu meimei, i'll tell u now. it's my jap name huishan gave me. HAHA. im stuck again at home feeling so bored. shucks. afternoon when my brothers are away for tuition i kept playing the same music in my com. repeatedly. LOL. tried to enter maple but it seems that
maple hates me! i lagged out mre than 5 times and im vy pissed. i thot of expanding my buddy list but i realised i hv mistaken the cost of 250k to 25k. omg O.O i had damien to help me clear some of the "unwanted buddies" and buy me a
decent wand. ever since Anessa lent me her wand after i kena hack, i hv been using tt. o.o
BOO. i feel lyk joining
cross country team. but now the prob lies with my mum. she said she doesnt want me to join those kinda sports grp and wadevr. im trying to convince her ehh. promise to work harder nxt yr? =x it seems rather hard for me.
watching harry potter and gof on 28th nov. hehs, im goin broke. i wanna watch zathura too! Zathura reminds me of
jumanji and the "game" which i wrote for my suspense story and was reprimanded by ppl for not writing it for exams. haaaa...
I WANNA WATCH ZATHURA! but i hv to watch harry potter first. heehee. i mayb goin ice-skating on nxt wed with my sis. and im really goin to try ice-skating cos i seem lyk a country pumpkin who hvnt even been to ice-skate. blah.
i need money and the $$$ i earned after working for a few days is NT ENOUGH! if jack neo's gonna film money nt enough2 and i'll fly there to catch a role in it(only if i hv wings). o.o
wendy and i love da changjin so much that we acted part of the scenes ytd. haha. she's always changjin and im either han shang gong or mingyi. arh! but i gt to play in the situation when mingyi is dying. kekeee...
i've stop writing my theories becos i found out that im vy stupid. people dun understand it anyw, so why shld i elaborate on it? i'll keep those theories to myself. now it's a secret.
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11:39 PM
Friday, November 18, 2005
i think my tagboard is dead. issit bcos i'd scared everyone away when i talk abt virus? haa... no worries laa, ppl. i found out tt my com always catch virus. it has no anti-body -.-
i find it meaningless when i write and nobody reads or wad. it's really so nobody! so pls tag or make a mark to show that u've come or wad la. ARH!
hehs. I WENT TO SCH TODAY! super guai, i wore sch uniform. haha. we discussed abt BBQ. think huishan had booked the pit or wad. LOL. chenyu was slacking. clara joined us 1hr later. HEEHEE. i felt so glad to be in sch. i saw so many ppl.
then when i found slacking too bad for me, i decided to drag chenyu to the media hub.. but it was not opened. haa, then i looked into MRL(3rd storey). o.o and i saw a figure in it... then i dragged chenyu to the library. we went up to the third level and found out tt that figure was nt a ghost... it was a senior. LOL. then we checked out the bks on the reference shelves. woots. it looked abandoned. there were spider webs. haha...
if i'd gone there much earlier this yr, i'd hv been hooked to tt place. i found some totally cool reference bks. the one on geography and the bk of knowledge! i was wondering if i could write a few of those nxt time. haha. i found out how to identify fingerprints... mine is loop pattern and chenyu's double loop. hehs. and birds sing to show that they're happy. male birds sing songs best... when they hv attracted their mate, they'll start building nests. OMG. O.O so fast right? i mean, in human world matchmaking can even take mths. but they just sing and they gt their mate. LOL.haha! and i read smthg abt prehistoric human. eekss, there are diff kinda skull shapes for diff period of time. some were really gross.. but who's gonna decide tt? haha, aliens might think that we're aliens too! the trip there was fun... and while we hid behind the shelves, we could listen to the songs tt the senior was playing in the com. haha! chenyu was engrossed in 2003's DEC her world mag. I TELL YOU... i cant read those. too gross. HAAafter which, my sis called me to inform me tt she gt me 2 tickets for the concert. then i realised yuchun had oso bought me a ticket. OOPS! i had 2 extra tickets! i was still in sch and was vy panicked. but after tt yuchun told me she gt her frens to go with her... so my sis gave the other ticket to her fren. LOL... the xingnan's concert is so cool. I MISS MAD club! woa... i had the best music and drama tchers and they dote vy much on me. haha
btw, i saw mr chan in sch today. he wants me to join cross country team but im nt vy sure abt tt. there's lots of commitment to make and i hope i can really juggle with my courses, CCA, ballet classes and homework. arh. i'd hope to join but my mum doesnt seem to like that idea. TELL ME WAD TO DO!
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11:54 PM
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
HAHA! i went to jurong east library todaywith my cousin. i seldom go to libraries, cos they dun keep the bks u're looking for. it was the same today. but i forced myself to borrow a few english novels and one chinese novel. plus, i've gt two ballet non-fiction bks! LOL... i decide to admire the pictures. haha, and my slipper is spoilt! it happened in the library. argh! i had no choice but to staple the flips(or duno-wad-u-call-that) together so that i can at least walk. LOL
im very broke. i cant even take $5 out to top-up my mrt card. so sian. in the end i managed to borrow some $5 frm my bro. I HATE IT. he's such a loser. it's only a pitiful $5 and he claims i stole his money. EEEEEEEKS, he's nutcase. i said BORROW liao. it's nt as if i'll never return. argh!
however im rather glad that im goin to sch on fri. will be meeting huishan to discuss class BBQ and other impt stuff. we're in the same class. =) 303 is a tough class. terrible fate of mine. there are so many pro kia-s in my class. the top 5 ppl in my class plus all those super gd ppl frm 201 and 202. will i go nutcase just lyk my bro? hopefully not. hehs
blah. gonna read my bks now. improve english! improve chinese too! and... dance better! woots. i cant stuff all that stupid food into my mouth! hving a healthy diet means u hv the right conditions for dancing! diao.
btw, i hicup-ed ytd. IM GROWING! YAY! =)come`on baby. let's dance the night out! xD
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11:35 PM
Sunday, November 13, 2005
erm. im blogging late. LOL. i went to bed at 2am ytd n i tossed and turn till 4am! omg. shall make sure im really tired then go to bed today. it's nt fun lying in bed waiting to fall asleep.
i want to go school. just for anything! im rotting and i think i "stink" lyk hell. EEEEEEEEEEE.... is there anyw i can go to sch with a purpose? im totally free nxt week. LOL. i wanna go try ice-skating for once and go for grp study. but why is everyone so busy when im not? argh!
btw, xhakuna is a cleric! yesh. lvl 30. i wanna prac gz but one bloody string is BROKEN! hate it. and i hvnt figure out how to play the new song. no prac for nxt week. sch is fun. i want to go school! no sch= no allowance.
then i feel lyk picking up salsa. but my mum says it's extra. dun waste money on these things. waa... i feel so sad. alright. nxt time when i grow up, when i earn my own money, i shall go register myself in some dance academy. sian. totally hate my butt(nt vy normal)... a hindrance to dancing ballet.
argh. i shall make sure that nxt time my daughter learns ballet early. hee. i shall get her a tutu skirt! and mini ballet shoes! omg... so cute. i dun even get to wear them. i was too old then. LOL. she'll have to love ballet too. hahaa... =)
i cant get rid of you. you're my life.i devote myself to you.
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2:11 AM
Saturday, November 05, 2005
CAN YOU IMAGINE YOUR OWN BRO ASKING HIS FRENS TO HACK YOUR ACC COS HE'S JUST JEALOUS THAT YOU'RE STUPIDLY AT LVL 25 AND HE CANT GET TO EVEN TOUCH THE COM?! oh, im so unfortunate. xhakuna73 and kiyara are naked. my bro deserved it. he failed everything except for maths. i dont think he should be given a chance to use the com. he didnt study hard enuf... play everyday and dun gv a damn to exams. I'VE LET CHENYU DOWN. THE 100K SHE GAVE ME IS GONE. I CANT BELIEVE MY BRO IS SUCH A STUPID HACKER. AND
DAMIEN IS SUCH A SADIST! he laughed away at the fact that my acc kana hack. arh, my acc kana suspended bcos i had excessive tries to login. have to wait till tml before i re-activate it again.
im controlling my anger now. crying is to relieve my anger. psychology sessions doesnt help for my bro. he doesnt understand a single word i said. anyw, lvl 25 seems easy for u but not for me! my com so lag and it takes me a few days to lvl up. my effort. i have lvl 40+ de warrior jeans and lvl 30+ bowman's hat and other valuable stuff!
everytime i talk to damien, i end up arguing with him. wth. he's just gay cos he claimed that he's in love with timothy. arh. heck laa.
worked for the second day today. i cant go on skipping ballet. im skipping work nxt week. aww... ke lian de wo. LOL. jay's november's chopin! did u get a copy? must listen to the 5th song. he scolds the parapazzi indirecting and the lyrics is interesting. ye qu, piao yi and feng .... these are also MUST-LISTEN songs. end here for now. hackers just suck. SHOO!
FIB - fish is not our language.
nobody i can trust#2 A SMILE CAN GO A LONG WAY =)
A smile always brighten people up for the day, or at least an hour. It's kind of infectious. When somone smiles, he/she is sending a message that he/she is happy. I gets happy when the environment is good or one did something proud. The message gets into you and you feel relieved because that person is happy with the environment and is peaceful. This is a kind of emotion you can't control. When you feel happy, you smile. And when you smile, you send a special message to the other person which gave him/her the reason to smile again. It normally infects people around you and the people infect others.
With a smile, you'll look good anywhere. People have no reason to bash you up unless they hate people who look happy(they're probably sadistic sadists). In an inteview, you smile and the manager thinks you're great. Nobody likes dull people. At the moment, whenever I look at Huishan, I can control myself but to laugh or smile. INFECTIOUS!
Laughter is the best medicine. A smile is another best medicine. So throw away all your medicine on your rack and smile NOW! Infect others with a smile. They'll LOVE you. =)
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11:28 PM
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
finally i feel busy. holidays shld just well end. haa...
170cm isnt very scary! it's just extraordinary taller than my current height. hee. all u do is just to:
1) close your eyes2) make your mind lucid3) imagine!HAA... i duno whether it works. better dun try. mayb try liao mre scary. LOL. =) anyw, im glad xinyue said im growth much taller.
clara, dun give up. LOOK AT ME! im still growing. haa... be determined and you'll grow. HAHAA, so much crap.
went back to sch for maths. very boring. he taughte the same things! slacked for the whole lesson. i have aims for nxt yr. 1st, i wanna go back at 170cm.... 2nd, i want to be more guai..... 3rd, i dun want a WONG tcher.... 4th, i want to score for all subjects.... 5th, i dun want to create any troubles. I HAVE TO WORK HARD! heehee.
life has to be busy; fun-filled too!
chiong maple and da changjin during my stay at my cousin's hse. hakuna(aquila character) is now lvl 25! woohoo~ so fun ehh.
#1 FOOD!Can you not eat for 24hrs? Some of you can do it, but I definitely cannot. Eating is a privilege. Yes! I can't "live" without food for more than 10hrs. I'll die. haa. People are often afraid that they'll become very fat when they eat too much. Hey, control laa! Do some exercises or wad. Don't lie on the sofa and watch tv then complain that you'll too fat. I think you better rot. HAA. I am a different case because I am hyperactive. But I am beginning to fatten up. eeks. Top five super good food:1. Chilli rocks. Reasons? 1st, it wakes you up. (your nerves are shocked and they work very fast--not sure if it's true. xD) 2nd, it's red and RED IS SO HOT. I don't like wasabe and that explains. 3rd, it contains vitamins =) --which means it's good to you too.2. Chocolates. Who says chocolates are girls' enemies? hey, IT'S MY BEST FRIEND! Wow, they are sweet and creamy and sometimes you get to eat them with nuts, mint or cookies! Beware too! They spoil your teeth... and they get you too addicted!3. CrabCrab meat(not crab stick or the red long stick) is very soft and when you put them into your mouth, you get the heavenly taste. However it has high cholestrol. SO CONTROL! p.s. crab's red too!4. HoneyPure honey is the best. It has no expiry date! (provided you keep the jar and honey clean at all times.) I love to drink (diluted)honey. It smoothes your throat and keeps your voice at the best. People with sore throat can eat a spoonful of honey(not diluted). Those who are going for singing competition or speech or what can give a try too! yumyum...5. Wheat crackersI am not somebody who is not health concious. Remember? YOU ARE WHAT YOU EAT! Wheat crackers provide you with high nutrients and FIBRE(edible)! It is best eaten with HOT milo. I recommand the Ping Pong and Julie brand's crackers. Nice tasty traditional ones!OMG! I FEEL LIKE A REAL GOURMET! (:
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9:46 PM