Saturday, September 30, 2006
ohho. TWO DAYS, 4PAPERS DONE. and now there are 4 more days(excluding tml) to get done with. 6 more papers. im beginning to hate exams. they make me get pre-exam stress, and it isnt a very good sign. i hv nvr felt so tensed up for exams until this year. it could be the fact that im currently studying in a very competitive class and that i dont want to fall back. stupid, yes i know, but i just cannot forgive myself for not reaching my targets. nobody is forcing me, i am. =x
again, i wrote sadistic plots for english compo. many people died but i only focused on one particular person. HOHO, wad's wrong with me. HCL paper 2 and emaths paper 2 on mon. i got so excited on friday after the e.geog paper and happily put my emaths TYS in the locker. now I AM DOOMED. haiz. i hv to find other alternatives for practising qns then. i hv to be flexible in order to score in maths right? heh heh. i do not hv much confidence in doing well this time. im pessimistic. BOO. but i will still try my best cos impossible is nothing.
exams make me feel very stupid(and sick!) sometimes. nono, not only becos of the results. it's like how im stuck in my house, reading and reading and trying to make sense of the text and make sure all the infomation goes into my mind. such activities are boring and for duno how many hours a day my bottom is stucked to the chair or sofa or smth u can sit on. plus, the continuous use of my brain juices makes me want to eat more. and i will sit and eat for the exam period, which is, not very healthy and i will get fat. exams also affect my mind adversely. i will be worrying whether im going to finish revision for all the topics and whether i will do well for the papers. therefore i conclude that exams do not promote healthy lifestyle. yes. nono, im still supportive of studying and going to school and common tests, but not the BIG exams. i would rather stay in school to play netball than to stay at home and feel guilty about getting 2hrs of nap then wake up all tensed up AGAIN.
i alr feel like giving up. but, this is the last lap for this year. i think i shld do well this EOY and make up for my lousy results for mid-yr plus, all these benefits me when im in sec4. and thus, im going let my mental and physical health go under the torment for just 5 more days. after that, i will enjoy myself in beijing(heh heh :D). haha and im going back to ss revision. once again, ALL THE BEST EVERYONE! :D
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