Wednesday, August 06, 2008
SO SICK OF THE CLASS DYNAMICS.
some people make you feel dumb. or are the ideas really stupid? is it wrong to be stupid anyway? why cant everybody embrace stupidity then?sigh.
(this is nothing related to the above.)
i always have a very sucky feeling that i've let many people down, including myself. there are so many choices and every decision that's made, someone will be disappointed. there is no win-win situation which i always want to achieve. maybe the problem is that i cannot make wise and correct decisions? i find it so hard to keep promises and please everyone. this always results me in reflecting myself and finding where i have gone wrong. i find it hard to but the blame on others, because nobody will understand. so, ultimately, i'll think its my fault.
then in the end, i may choose not to care. but on other days when i have random thoughts, all these yucky emotions-provoking stuff pops out in my mind again.
life kind of sucks
sometimes, when i think too much.
True friends
10:20 PM