Monday, October 20, 2008
IT TURNED OUT TO BE BAD.
It wasn't supposed to be. Why did it happen? I totally don't deserve it.
But it's my fault. I suckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
Today Mrs Tan told us about setbacks. She said that sometimes God makes such things happen in exchange of something better. Im not a christian but her words make me think. I wont want it to happen, not at all. I cannot accept the truth. What good am i going to get? I cant think of anything good now. This is not anything ordinary that I am going to take.
WHY? :'(
I realised i cant be perfect in anything, but this is just a fine line which marks everything. and i wanted so much to cross the line.
i wanna cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyin the darknessmy cries overwhelms the silencebut nobody hears they say, "it's nothing bad"but it isnt.Labels: not related to promos
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